Constraint

Constraint

damn.

wei jie told me about spraying sculptures. and he is telling me work faster! damn!

i still havent finished with everything on my sculpture. still need to slice certain parts. itll be very fast to do, but still, im too slow!!! i will not be left behind!!!

its not like im slow or anything compared to the whole PID freshman batch but...i dont wanna be just the OK type. i wanna be one of the BETTER students, especially when it comes to stuff i like! comdi and colour can go screw off, but others like FoDev and ModMa...i wont allow myself to be taken so lightly...

HIAAAAAA! ILL WORK HARDER DAMMIT!

Swings

Swings

friday was yet another day i felt like i was pretty down and full of the blues.

not particularly SAD or anything but just...not ALIVE.

the kind of day where ur un-lively aura just seeps into the atmosphere and people will go like "hey man u dont seem alrite today...u ok?". THAT kind of day.

i had a little chat with rachel. shes also sad and down in the dumps. when we were chatting, though i didnt realise it, our so called GLOOM aura was pretty alarming. cos apparently, hui leng, who was sitting nearby, told us she was getting a little uncomfortable around us...like the air so heavy...then she moved away slowly from us... lol. it was pretty amusing.

so when i finally got to go home. GAWD was i thankful. the weekdays have ENDED! whew.

but it was talking to her just a bit that made me feel better.

honestly, i dunno what the hell is up with me. haha...one moment im so pissed then the next thing, i am tamed so simply! im a little shamed by that actually...to think ive become so unstable. heh.

sometimes i get the feeling she doesn't give a damn about me.

<edited on 1.32am 13/08/05 cos the original was just too disturbing to my eyes.>

Ineffeciency

Ineffeciency

today is a damn shitty day.

yeah. A SHITTY DAY!

i dont usually type my daily happenings and all that cause i noe its freakin BORING. hell when people just DRONE on about stuff in thier lives that no one gives a damn about, its freakin dull ya noe? at least give some INSIGHT people!

if u dont like that kinda stuff, DONT READ FURTHER cos i wanna type it out anyways to destress.

so the main reason why im pretty ticked off is cause today so much time is wasted on doing NONSENSE.

first off, my class at 9 ended early today, at 1020. yeah. freakin early. so me and a group of people went off to play pool. yeah. just till about 1 or 2 pm. no prob.

but then...as usual. its all these LITTLE THINGS that piss me off in the end.

the pool game was fine at first. but after awhile, things just got FREAKIN BORING. like...i hadnt eaten anything yet and was feeling weak, and my playing was being hindered cause of that. practically and obviously, i was having a BAD TIME playing. even if i wasnt performing that badly, i just wasnt feeling any VIBES.

then when u get bored, u dont care, and u keep missing, and all that stuff.

so the vicious cycle just went on till about 2:30 i left. and i had a class at 3. colour class. presentation. and my group had prepared NOTHING.

so i was like...*why the hell did i turn up man...sure...the presentation is 10% of my marks but honestly, i dont realli care!*

in the end, i just made like a stone and talked a little. florence saved my ass from mark damnation anyways. shes a pretty smooth talker with good nerves.

at that time, STILL wasnt so bad. still fine.

since the workshop was about to close anyways soon, (cos the time was 5. workshop closes at 5.30) i decided id not do my work yet with so little time left. i would just relax, eat and then proceed to do my work diligently in the workshop after that.

as i was about to go eat by myself, my friend timothy called, asking me to eat in mensa with him. but i turned him down cos at that time, my other friend asked me too, personally. and i believed i would have more fun with them. fun so i can destress a little before working.

but they realli noe how to FREAKIN WASTE TIME! dammit! today, the workshop is open later then usual SPECIFICALLY so that we can do extra work to finish our sculptures on time. and these people still have a ways to go even before they can say ALMOST finished. and they can stll just sit there and laugh and have fun and not have a care in the world. dammit ya noe...these sculptures take ALOT OF TIME. not even the so called 'LAO DA' wei jie would DARE say he is going to be done soon.

i get so sick of wasting time when i should be doing my work! i feel as if im lagging behind already!

theres a time to be crazy, be mad, and just be WHACKED UP...but these extra time to do our work should be taken seriously if he want to stay back for that.

im not gonna go out and eat with them next time during these days. im not gonna bother so much about them now.

IN THE END, BEING THE SOLO I WAS IS STILL THE WAY!

a solo who is friendly but in heart, is still independent and survives ALONE.

GUILT

GUILT

a story.

as i awaiting to go home from my grandma's house, i was constantly reminding myself to go online to chat with abby.

constantly telling myself. i dont wanna miss this.

so i arrived back home.

eta: 2040

lots of time i realised.

then my bro wanted to go watch a movie.

a movie.

i was reluctant. would i miss the chance?

but i went anyway.

the time slot was 2150.

i went in. hoping that the movie would end early.

soon i realised.

it wasnt going to happen. no time.

i was thinking i should tell her. dont wait for me. dont...

but i didnt.

I. DIDNT.

2330

i still didnt tell her. i was feeling a little worried.

i shrugged it off. shrugged it off.

eta: 0030

i arrive home. i immediately go online.

i see her nick.

immediately i feel bad.

then i wonder. did she update her blog.

she did.

as i read. i feel knives stabbing me.

in the heart. rite through. again and again.

i feel like a ASSHOLE. a JERK.

for a MOVIE. i went ahead despite my RELUCTANCE.

i did not tell her.

p.s.: HOW COULD I

Helix

Helix

cheerful guises make me sad. and then. utterly irritated.

understand?

anyways

i have a long time belief that all our lives (and nature, for that matter) follows a pattern called a helix.

a helix, for those who do not noe, is a type of shape that goes in spirals.

for example, DNA is in the shape of a double helix

so. anyone who has taken pure bio (dunno about sub bio though) would noe that a helix in 2D would signify the population of animals over a range of time in a habitat.

the animals in a habitat constantly increase and decrease in population, but NVR die out totally as long as nothing ruins it. things like people, or natural disasters. wadever.

so as for human lives.

what i believe, is our lives are also run that way. there are realli good days. and then, following after that, there are terrible days u wanna just heck it all.

just like a helix, constantly going on, but yet going in circles.

originally, what i believed was our lives were like a CIRCLE.

but i realised shortly, thats not possible, as our lives are ongoing, not repeating.

after typing all that stuff. what i wanna say is.

im think im in of of those time where im gonna take a visit to the bottom again.

cos i noe. the past weeks have been jolly fun. and recently, things have been looking a little more dull. and today, are reading and analyzing a little bit of text, i think i can sense an incoming deluge of sorrow or anger. i may be wrong, but i think i am quite right.

i think it started from a little conversation that was probrably just a meaningless venting of anger. but still, from such 'meaningless' actions, a few things can already be deduced.

p.s.: i think i am correct. till 25.

Missing

Missing

shes always away.

even when shes not away, we dont have much to say.

when we do have something to say, its like it turns out interesting...in a certain unfun way.

like some kind of phantom barrier.

i think the prob is more of me rather then her. even though shes still as always sober about life in general.

my blog posts are getting more and more boring. sorry readers. hopefully its just a phase. as always.

i noe im dropping big clues as to who this lass is. but hey. if i cant put thoughts on this blog. where else can i?

i have nvr much bothered keeping my thoughts private anyways.

p.s.: i am somehow eager for comdi class now. ha. how quick things change.

Introspection

Introspection

i read my more recent past entries.

what i can deduce is:

• i talk to much crap.
• im still as indecisive as ever when it comes to love.
• im not getting any wiser.
• i might be getting stupider.
• im not focusing on work enough.

p.s.: discontentment

Birthday

in case u didnt noe, my birthday was on the 21th july.

thanx to all those who wished me happy birthday.

most of all, i wanna thank abby, doreen and rachel.

abby gave me some origami. haha. it doesnt look impressive to some but i noe that what she did took quite some effort and time. esp for the 8 sided star. thats pretty tedious to make.

doreen, i wanna thank for reminding the others about my birthday and thinking of stuff to get me. THANX!!!

rachel was the one who bought the 'im horny' shirt rite after doreen told her of my birthday. im realli touched about that.

thankfully the guys didnt fulfill thier birthday bash. i doubt i could take 17 minutes of beating, much less 17 smacks from each.

nvr thought it would be such a great day. hoho.

my onli regret is not being able to go out with abby. heh. ill make it up to u gal!

p.s.: im so grateful. for everything.

Small Things

Small Things

"It has long been an axiom of mine that the little things are infinitely the most important". This is a saying from Arthur Conan Doyle, author of the famous novels revolving about the detective Sherlock Holmes.

i heard the saying when i was but a little boy. and even at that time, i put some thought into it. i had realised, what he said was true. as a simple minded boy, i remember thinking as i looked upon canals and large drains "these railings are so simple, but yet, without them, the enviroment would be so much more dangerous".

but that was simply viewing things from the physical way of nature.

humans...also apply in that way. all our little actions, and words. like how little things annoy us most. and how the little things in life are what make it enjoyable.

anyways. this post aint about me ranting about all that stuff. go read about EQ (emotional quotient in case u dont noe) if u want to noe more.

this post is once again, about my feelings. ha.

time for some cryptic mumbo jumbo.

im not being realli bothered about it.

true...im not.

i dont look at her often in class. i dont sms her to chat. i dont call her when im bored. i dont realli think shes in my mind often.

but yet.

i look at her blog everyday. just to see if she wrote about me.

i go online late in the nite, just to see if shes there.

im always interested in her affairs.

i get worried for her when i shouldnt bother so much.

i talk to her nicer then i do others.

i find myself careful of what i say.


how contradicting.

time will tell.

p.s.: "There is nothing as deceptive as an honest fact" - Arthur Conan Doyle

Strike

Strike

ok.

for a short moment, i was kind of distracted by love once again. but today. i dunno. i think i suddenly snapped out of it.

whether its good or bad, i dunno. i often tell myself that love is something that clouds the mind. its pretty true. logic becomes second to emotion. sometimes that can lead to poor decisions.

i got out of the 'phase' when i felt that we were not compatible. there were just some stuff...that i think i just cant accept and feel comfortable with.

but then again, i think im thinking too much as usual.

dammit. go with the flow. go with flow. be natural. be natural. >_<

how come im changing my mind so fast out of nothing. its quite unbecoming of me.

i dont want my head to become my demise. again.

p.s.: dont be too quick to be sure of me.

Activity

Activity

so.

i havent updated in some time.

compared to some past posts, the time in between each update is much longer. a month each update sometimes.

but suddenly i feel like the last time ive updated is getting so long. like my blog is getting stale.

this is probrably cos of so much blog activity im experiencing now. not necessarily talking about my blog.

anyways.

life is so hectic now. assignments, projects, deadlines...

i believe i still have time to relax. in fact i sometimes just sit down and slack a little. but slacking is not a fun thing. im onli slacking cos work is so tiring. im not playing cos im too haunted by my conscience. im not sleeping cos i think i should work. relaxing has now become a stressful thing. heh.

another thing.

i no longer feel devoid of meaning anymore. i find that...theres stuff to look forward to now...either that, or i no longer have time to care about all that, but to just keep going onwards. haha. i doubt my life has become SO miserable. so i believe its cos of the people around me, and the work that spurs me on, rather then dragging my soul down. true...i hate all this work. its like a flood of activity thats drowning me. but this rush gets me alive. to get on my feet and move. and whats more, there are people there with u. to suffer and stand with friends.

is that not the best thing i could ask for. im not talking about the suffering (damned sadists). its just, having good friends each day to keep ya company. to just have fun even while working hard. surely i need not explain further with words?

im not say close to many of these friends. its quite typical in design school eh? or maybe even in the whole poly. there are practically no close friends. but i have friends, that even though not close, they respect each other and help each other. u dont need to be close to someone to enjoy urself (close i mean, share ur deep dark secrets). u just need to have someone u feel comfortable and good with. all of us respect and support each other. thats whats most important. thats what makes me feel happy. haha...i sound pretty lame. i think. oh well.

its tough not having friends to talk to when u have probs. realli tough. its like ur so alone. so all i have to say for those u feel that way. dont complain that u feel alone. go tell someone nice (which would be a nice friend) how u feel and make that friendship stronger. isnt that how close friends are formed? u can find a good friend, but to have a great friend, u have to explore into the person, and to do that, u need to exchange information with the person. its quite logical. humans want something in return for another thing. socialising is the exchange of information.

p.s.: i preach too much...

Dedication

Dedication

alrite. this is gonna be a short one.

this post is dedicated to felicia leow pei jun.

y, u ask? ok...even if ur not asking shut up and ill tell u. XD

cos of all the tags she has given to my tag board, in this blog.

ok...i admit it...most of them if not all are just crap tags. spam. useless stuff.(no offence feli)

but when it comes to tagging...u dont give a damn. frequent tagging means the person pays attention to ur blog. paying attention to a persons blog gives meaning to it. its like sustaining its life and giving me a reason to type here.

i noe how i get disapointed when no one tags at my board. and i noe u other bloggers out there feel the same. u noe it! u want that recognition! to noe people paid a visit.

ok suddenly this post aint short anymore. heck.

so yeah. i noe ur reading this felicia. this is my thanx. =). truly and sincerely.

p.s.: this felicia is my sec school friend. not from TP.

Wreck

Wreak

urrrgh!!! my body is a freakin wreck!!! its just one of those freakin times where my body feels like crap. and my mind is also a blur.

lets see...its from not excercising often, playing badminton witout warming up, sleeping late, straining my eyes out on drawings, typing out journals and essays, and not enough water.

i have a sore throat, a cramp neck, several body parts aching, teary eyes, and worst of all all the FUCKING WORK i still have to do. blargh!

its a nonstop flow of work, but i dont mind much onli for the essays and journals. what a freakin pain!

drawing >>>>> writing

other then that, my life has been pretty much 'uneventful' in the aspect of no gossip, no one im interested in, and no one interested in me (duh).

but its strange that im not 'bored' yet. as in like how i usually complain about 'a life witout contemplation or meaning'. all the friends i have in school keep me entertained. i may not be close to any of them, but they are a lively bunch, always fun to simpy just chat with them.

and yesterday natasha chatted with me after a looooong time.

shes still a damn immature young fool. haha. but she got me thinking about stuff like chasing gals. haha! its cos of part of the conversation.

nat// : i tot ur skl'z full of gurlz
Archfreak...: yeah it is!
Archfreak...: but i not aiming for any
nat// : haha
nat// : any cute ones?
Archfreak...: hmm
Archfreak...: yeah
Archfreak...: there are
nat// : rilie hott ones?
Archfreak...: hurrr...i just not realli into any
Archfreak...: oh hot huh
Archfreak...: more
Archfreak...: lol
nat// : i think u should go fer them
nat// : but anyways
nat// : ur choice n urs alone
Archfreak...: hmm...y do u think i should go for them
nat// : i duno
nat// : start a relationship so tht u hv sth to
look forward when u're at skl???
nat// : like...seein' ur gurl in the corridors?
Archfreak...: haha!
Archfreak...: hmm
Archfreak...: interesting thoughts
nat// : haha
nat// : nah
nat// : just tht wut i'd like when i'm in a
boi+gurl skl
nat// : skl sux u noe
Archfreak...: haha
Archfreak...: yeah i noe...
nat// : haha
nat// : yahh
nat// : NO INTEREST at all???
Archfreak...: lol
Archfreak...: no interest yet
Archfreak...: like...i see some gals i feel attracted to
but i dont wanna do anything cos i onli noe thier looks

and then the conversation trails off to stuff about flirting with people, which is boring crap. the thing is, it made me realise how different my views had changed about wooing gals. its like...y the hell should i be like 'hunting' for a gal?

as i always say, go with the flow.

like i see a friend of mine, who has like so many targets and hes upset when each target gets struck off his list. wtf mannn. thats not love. its like some kind of forced thing.

like when a person onli wants a gal for the status of 'attached', not for realli having true feelings for who the gal is. do u people understand? lol.

so yeah...go with the flow. or as my best buddy fukun would say, 'time will tell'.

p.s.: mixing slacking and work is tough...

Uniform Students

Uniform Students

this is a report of sorts about what i think of secondary and junior college students after being a newly fledged POLYTECHNIC STUDENT.

secondary and JC students are best at

• crowding shopping centres like ants during thier free days(SPECIFICALLY SECONDARY SMALL FRIES)
• making me think how inferior they are due to thier uniforms

secondary school students

• guys in short pants are fucking pathetic
• guys in short pants are to be addressed as SMALL FRY only
• girls in lower sec are freakin annoying with all thier damned exaggerated probs
• lower sec people in general are worth kicking cos they think a a few years diff doesnt mean we're smarter.
• i mean...c'mon. lower sec people are damned stupid. ok this isnt realli a point but nevertheless.
• upper sec gals are also freakin annoying. e.g.* Q: "I FAILED MY TEST AGAIN!! WHAT TO DO?!?!" Ans: "suicide is your only option."* *Statement: "i think my boyfriend is cheating on me." Reply: "i can see why he might want to do that."*
• upper sec guys are at least not so bad imo.
• Sec School students generally suck alot.

JC students

• are always fucking cheerful in groups. what is up with that?!?!
• girls in JC ALWAYS wear thier skirts short. not that im complaining.
• guys in JC seem to like thier school pants very baggy.
• uniforms of JC student are pretty damned boring.
• Jc students generally rock hard.

people who might be offended by what i said (especially stuff regarding sec school students) can take note that im freakin nuts. thank you.

p.s.: just kidding

Anniversary

Anniversary

i just realised something.

ive had this blog since 28th may 2004. ok so im one day late but who freakin' cares? i sure as hell don't.

i never thought id keep this blog for so long! hahaha! this is like a small achievement. or rather, something i didn't think would happen.

some facts about this blog.:
-
this blog skin has nvr been changed. not even once from the time i chose it!

this blog has survived only because of constant (irritating) requests from friends to get off my lazy ass and type stuff about my pathetic life.

no entry from this blog has ever been deleted or 'purged'. this is because i wish to retain all my emotions and feelings of the past. no deleting my shame or regret of the past.
-

alrite...i think thats all i want to write relating to this so called 'Anniversary'.

my true concerns are what i wish to say now
this is addressed to her.

please don't worry about how i feel anymore. i am now fine. truly. i have gotten ur message and fully understood it. i am past the pointless emotions. i am fine =). now, i only hope that YOU are fine. i believe u are feeling far worse then me. dont think about it so much anymore! ur torturing yourself. i know...perhaps u can't help it, the feelings and thoughts just don't go away. so im guess i HOPE you will be fine.

theres no need to say sorry anymore. u didn't mean what u did, and i know ur saying sorry to make me feel better. theres no need to do so anymore. i have changed my phone picture. you are still the great friend i percieve u to be. if you are a sucker, then i am too. i have let my feelings go, but i will not let this friendship go.

you have, indeed, changed me. all my friends have. everyone around me, has shaped me into what i am now. you are no different. this life goes on, and that doesn't mean i have to leave you behind.

real friends go forth together. regardless of what happens.

p.s.: one who is emo but says nothing of it. no one realises.

Reminescience

Reminescience

today, i read jason's blog again. i read further into his past entries. simply said, i laughed my ass off reading his entries.

then after that, i thought to myself. my writing used to be funny. entertaining. nonsensical. though probrably not as good as jason's, it used to be better then it is now.

then i reread my old blog entries. i laughed to myself. memories just flood back at the details i wrote. this blog used to be consistently updated, about once a week. now i see, i no longer care as i once did.

im supposed to be writing interesting, witty stuff!

whats happened? i miss my old school friends, who in the first place, coaxed me into starting this blog. now they are no longer around to witness my energy go into this blog. in fact, they no longer care for any blog, including thier own.

stuff like my vocab, word usage, and spelling, have been poor. i never thought i'd CARE so much about my english usage.

p.s.: im no longer the same

Nil

Nil

yesterday was the 1st time in a long time i kinda cried...

no i wasnt crying uncontrollably...

just some tears.

i dunno y. i just felt so sad. like im alone. with no one to care about me.

u noe...its like...in the design school...i have lots of friends. i have lots of fun with them. talk cock sing song... but when it gets down to stuff that MATTERS...the stuff of emotions...theres NO one there.

siti is always working. fukun is busy with school stuff. nurul is also busy...

i noe. if i told them i had a prob, they would go to me. they would want to make me feel better. but its times like these u dont want to find them. u want them to come. to find U. to be THERE even if u dont say it. arent humans so selfish?

i dont want silly advise...like 'its gonna be ok', 'take it easy', 'its just like that'. i can read those out of a book titled 'typical optimistic phrases'. i guess u onli give good advice when u care.

now after all this stuff has happened...i dont wanna care about my past temptations any longer...at least not for a period of time. im gonna devote myself to my work and martial arts.

p.s.: my mental activity has slacked over the days. whats happened..?!

Back OFF

Back OFF

i dont understand...

ive been misjudged. cos of someone who says its cos shes oversensitive. i dunno if ive done anything wrong...that might upset her...whats up with this...

i just told her i hope shes not awkward...but obviously her mental tots are no longer the same once ive said what i did. dont blame me when im doing NOTHING.

sometimes im bz and i cant reply sms...and if its among friends its no big deal rite?!?! a guy should definitely reply...but sometimes...i cant be there for everyone...i onli wish i could devote my life to my friends...but i noe, if i do that id no longer exist...

im not trying to say im being bullied here...or wadever...i just wanna say what i wanna say...in my own space...

im not trying to say im like some pathetic guy or shes a bad person...

no...i believe shes a great person...

i just...feel that shes need not be so blunt...i already noe ur feelings...i already noe...but u dont have to shove it in my face...i already noe...

now this is my act of being oversensitive...i dont care

i understand and respect ur decision...our friendship is what matters...

p.s.: this is my matter. dont bug me...

Neon OEI!!!

Neon OEI!!!

alrite...i havent written in this blog for some time and lots of stuff has happened since the last entry...stuff like the FREAKIN TP CAMP!!!

the TP F.O.C (freshman orientation camp) was great maaaan...just freakin great...

i got to noe sooo many people in just 3 days!!! the activities there were just damn fun...all the cheers, HILARIOUS games, and pyscho GL's.

DAY 1

the 1st day was the shortest. my dad brought me to the camp by car. as he was driving in to the camp site, he saw this gal who was walking along side the side, so he asked her to hop in for a free ride. i was like..WHAT! cos i dont feel very comfortable with hot, female, strangers...i tend to behave like a moron -.-

but after we got off from the car, i asked her name and what course she was in..and hey! first friend from the camp! hahaha. but we went on our own ways to go to different groups. i went to a group called NEON.

so its like...i was guided to my group by a GL and all this people were sitting in a circle, just staring at other people, looking around...asking names, courses...u could c socializing everywhere! and so followed the ICE BREAKING GAMES. can i skip this part? typical ice breaking ah...meh. we also learned our cheers during this time. at first i was like...what the hell...but later i was realli on for these cheers. just fun cheering like idiots in a mass!

we also met the so called, SHIM during this day...his real name is Kai and he is FREAKIN HILARIOUS guy...he is called shim for a speical reason of course -.-

then we had the 'get-freshies-to-know-more-of-tampines-central' game! basically we got a clue and had to find places in tampines cntreal from these clues. when we arrived at the destination,we would have to do a task, and then be given another clue, rinse and repeat till all were done. just summarise lah huh -.-

i forgot whats after that game so ill just skip to SLEEP...or rather...THE LACK OF IT. u c...the fans in the hall, the place we were sleeping in, was switched off during a certain time at night, leaving us to suffer in torment, sweating buckets when we should be sound asleep. WORSE MOMENT IN CAMP EVAR! i didnt even get to sleep a wink!!!

Day 2

alrite...this day was pretty much a blur to me...as i didnt sleep atall, everything i heard, or saw was pretty much all a swirl jumbled senses...

if im not wrong the activites that dya were...the crappy morning pt...the BUCKET AND THE CONE *LMAOZ*...the HAIRY MAN HUNT!...the scavenger hunt, the performance at nite, and lastly...the 1 hr dance rave, finished by TP mass dance and the funky chicken!!!

i was super high that day...thanx to having no sleep and onli adrenaline keeping me awake, i totally heck care what i was doing, ESP during the rave...geeeez i was like in a trance, hypnotised by the thumping music and hot, sweaty bodies. i become addicted to the drug. i couldnt stop. i was HOOKED
towards the end of the dance i stepped out for a drink. as i was going back to the hall, i suddenly heard...THE SONG FOR MASS DANCE!!! so i was like...WTF!!! CHIOOOONG!!! hahaha! i soooo love that dance. i then proceeded to a group of 3 gals and asked one of them 'may i?'. she was like..'huh?' so i said 'nvrm' but HEY! she then said OK to dance. woo hoo. haha...but i was pretty stupid...i didnt ask her name after we finished!

then proceeded for debrief, and then some sleep...

Day 3

alriteeee...the last day...

today was the day we had LOADS of water games...its like...WHOLE day we were wet...nvr a moment of dryness...

but hell...it was sooo damned fun. just getting soaked by cool water in the hot sun. so shiok! we were like BEGGING for water to be sprayed on us! but the quiet people didnt wanna get soaked...geez they dunno what they missing daaa.

after all that water fun, it was time for...THE FINAL CLASH!!! (cue dramatic 'brace urself' music)

ok...the game is simply destroying another teams paper ring (shaped like a lollipop) by throwing water bombs at it...simple rite? simple but VIOLENT. haha. could c alot of heated emotions during the game

ok...so there were 6 teams...the 5 empires and the Log Gl's. we played at a big field

simply said, the GL's got owned pretty bad -.-.

then followed by a DOUBLE, DOUBLE K.O. by Neon and Krypton. its like...both teams just RUSH and threw everything they had CLOSE RANGE. i was one of them who threw the bomb to the lollipop. we practically ignored the other humans and aimed for THE BIG LOLLIPOP. both were destroyed once, and then TWICE after given a 2nd chance. so we left the field and cheered on!!!

we had been defeated but hey! we took our opponent with us and our spirits were still BLAZING! wooooo!! we cheered and cheered on the rest. finally, xeon was the one that won...haha. well..the game wasnt realli fair...i noe from reliable sources =). but hey it was still fun

so we all walked back to the hall and there was prize giving. after prize giving, there was...THE EMO SPEECH. or should i say...THE LAME SPEECH! geez...so lame leh the head of student union...hahaha

but kai realli did cry alot...he was like...so emo...respect man! haha...nothing wrong with a guy crying!

there was also the last mass dance of the camp!!! yesssaaaa!!! i love the dance! hahaha.

lastly there was the giving of certificate and LOTS of photo taking! by goodness...practicaly every 'unshy' guy went to take a pic with jia yi (me included >_<). shes just too damn chio lah...cannot resist taking photo...haha

theres a tradition to go to cpf building and eat with all the campers after the camp, but i didnt go. i was already too damned tired lah...it was already like past midnite! i needed sleep not fun and food! heard some people stayed even till 6am in the morning!!! GEEZ...hardcore lah...respect!

so yeah...thats the main stuff that happened during the camp. i met alot of new people, alot of nice gals, alot of cool guys. apparently alot of people were 'attracted' to each other.

but apparently im not 1 one them...haha...didnt find anyone i realli liked =P

i wont ever forget this camp...realli the most fun ive had in my life...

p.s.: TP TP SUT SUT OEEEIIIIII!!!