Helix

Helix

cheerful guises make me sad. and then. utterly irritated.

understand?

anyways

i have a long time belief that all our lives (and nature, for that matter) follows a pattern called a helix.

a helix, for those who do not noe, is a type of shape that goes in spirals.

for example, DNA is in the shape of a double helix

so. anyone who has taken pure bio (dunno about sub bio though) would noe that a helix in 2D would signify the population of animals over a range of time in a habitat.

the animals in a habitat constantly increase and decrease in population, but NVR die out totally as long as nothing ruins it. things like people, or natural disasters. wadever.

so as for human lives.

what i believe, is our lives are also run that way. there are realli good days. and then, following after that, there are terrible days u wanna just heck it all.

just like a helix, constantly going on, but yet going in circles.

originally, what i believed was our lives were like a CIRCLE.

but i realised shortly, thats not possible, as our lives are ongoing, not repeating.

after typing all that stuff. what i wanna say is.

im think im in of of those time where im gonna take a visit to the bottom again.

cos i noe. the past weeks have been jolly fun. and recently, things have been looking a little more dull. and today, are reading and analyzing a little bit of text, i think i can sense an incoming deluge of sorrow or anger. i may be wrong, but i think i am quite right.

i think it started from a little conversation that was probrably just a meaningless venting of anger. but still, from such 'meaningless' actions, a few things can already be deduced.

p.s.: i think i am correct. till 25.