Fear

Fear

so first thing.

i read her blog. she says she cant stand guys who sweet talk. sickens her.

so like. im wondering. did i do that to her before? not sure.

she says she cant stand it. also says its obvious wad the person says is fake. says go chase some other girl.

ok...

it is not stated who she is refering to.

if its me, can someone kill me? i dont think ive sweet talked her and faked it? honestly i dont think ive lied to her for anything. hope im rite.

if its not me, then uh...i feel sorry for that person. (wonder who else chase her.)

so yeah. not sure, but there is fear in my heart. dont wanna assume too much.

so. thats the first thing on my mind now.

next. work.

so i hear and also believe, that the PID lecturers want less PID students, so they are more strict and heck the students who dont bother.

why? because PID is overcrowded. ok, i noe all design course this year are over crowded.

but other course in design dont have to use workshop intensively. and the workshop is SERIOUSLY OVERCROWDED. its becoming an issue that a concern to the whole PID. im quite sure the director has been alerted.

so. to have lesser students, make it hard for those students who lag or who dont bother, till they dont wish to go on. its cruel but hey...thats life. thats what i believe the lecturers are doing. the more observant PID students have been discussing it. those who think our hypothesis is ridiculous, kindly do not debate with me.

its quite scary. i dont think ill end up kicked out. but still, it brings some fear to me, cos im not totally unfeeling for others.

the PID students who have fear in thier hearts are staying overtime in school to finish thier work. i for one, have been staying in school from 9 to 9 for the past week, and probrably the following week.

can i just FAIL COLOUR? geez. waste of time. seriously.

ok. lets be oh-so typical and LIST DOWN THE WORK I HAVE.

FoDev
the damned sculpture. STILL LOTS TO BE DONE! need to dowel. need to glue. need to sand seal. need to spray primer. need to paint. need to DO PORTFOLIO!!! i dont wanna FAIL for this!!!

ComDI
going to be finished. last lesson on tuesday. should pass. all depends on sunday meeting progress. PASS AND ILL BE HAPPY.

CreTH
finished. got C for first project. A for second project. so im guessing ill get a B overall. good. no more classes for this. thank goodness.

DesMe
ill pass. finish. probrably a B.

Colour
FUCK COLOUR! FUCK THE 40x40 CUBE! FUCK CHINGAY!

Perspective and Freehand Drawing
onli the A1 drawing of an SLR Camera left. 35% for that. thus far, ill definitely get an A. but i want a DISTINCTION for this. thats rite. A DISCTINCTION. i aim high for my drawing. wanna be one of the best for drawing by the end of my education here.

Model Making.
ok. ill probrably get an A or B once i finish my last project. easy.


so. main prob is. FoDev and Colour. AHHHH!!! both involve painting. DAMN!

forget it...ill get it done in the end, as always.