Wreck

Wreak

urrrgh!!! my body is a freakin wreck!!! its just one of those freakin times where my body feels like crap. and my mind is also a blur.

lets see...its from not excercising often, playing badminton witout warming up, sleeping late, straining my eyes out on drawings, typing out journals and essays, and not enough water.

i have a sore throat, a cramp neck, several body parts aching, teary eyes, and worst of all all the FUCKING WORK i still have to do. blargh!

its a nonstop flow of work, but i dont mind much onli for the essays and journals. what a freakin pain!

drawing >>>>> writing

other then that, my life has been pretty much 'uneventful' in the aspect of no gossip, no one im interested in, and no one interested in me (duh).

but its strange that im not 'bored' yet. as in like how i usually complain about 'a life witout contemplation or meaning'. all the friends i have in school keep me entertained. i may not be close to any of them, but they are a lively bunch, always fun to simpy just chat with them.

and yesterday natasha chatted with me after a looooong time.

shes still a damn immature young fool. haha. but she got me thinking about stuff like chasing gals. haha! its cos of part of the conversation.

nat// : i tot ur skl'z full of gurlz
Archfreak...: yeah it is!
Archfreak...: but i not aiming for any
nat// : haha
nat// : any cute ones?
Archfreak...: hmm
Archfreak...: yeah
Archfreak...: there are
nat// : rilie hott ones?
Archfreak...: hurrr...i just not realli into any
Archfreak...: oh hot huh
Archfreak...: more
Archfreak...: lol
nat// : i think u should go fer them
nat// : but anyways
nat// : ur choice n urs alone
Archfreak...: hmm...y do u think i should go for them
nat// : i duno
nat// : start a relationship so tht u hv sth to
look forward when u're at skl???
nat// : like...seein' ur gurl in the corridors?
Archfreak...: haha!
Archfreak...: hmm
Archfreak...: interesting thoughts
nat// : haha
nat// : nah
nat// : just tht wut i'd like when i'm in a
boi+gurl skl
nat// : skl sux u noe
Archfreak...: haha
Archfreak...: yeah i noe...
nat// : haha
nat// : yahh
nat// : NO INTEREST at all???
Archfreak...: lol
Archfreak...: no interest yet
Archfreak...: like...i see some gals i feel attracted to
but i dont wanna do anything cos i onli noe thier looks

and then the conversation trails off to stuff about flirting with people, which is boring crap. the thing is, it made me realise how different my views had changed about wooing gals. its like...y the hell should i be like 'hunting' for a gal?

as i always say, go with the flow.

like i see a friend of mine, who has like so many targets and hes upset when each target gets struck off his list. wtf mannn. thats not love. its like some kind of forced thing.

like when a person onli wants a gal for the status of 'attached', not for realli having true feelings for who the gal is. do u people understand? lol.

so yeah...go with the flow. or as my best buddy fukun would say, 'time will tell'.

p.s.: mixing slacking and work is tough...