My Love

i feel so serious about her.

so. serious.

this is the first time i realli feel...id be willing to go all the way.

but then again. im just one human.

will the day come when i decide to realli give it up?

ill never noe.

but ill never give up witout trying.



and maybe thats why u love me too.



we believe in the same God...but how come we our beliefs can be so different?!

this is the first time in a long time i feel like onli God can help me now.

i decided some time ago...i wouldnt seek help from God just for small things, or things i could at least control a little.

so it led to me barely praying to God for assistance.

but this...i can do nothing about it. nothing at all. except to love her.

and somehow thats not enough.

helplessly im hoping for salvation.



i love u. maybe forever, maybe not.

but i noe, ill love u till the last, till i can no longer do so.

and then ull noe. i always loved u.

and God will noe it too.