near the end of midnite, i tagged offensively to defend my friend, rachel, from an anonymous tagger.
now.
those who have been following this blog.
you would noe my dislike for ANONYMOUS TAGGERS who want to say bad stuff.
i DO realise that the anonymous tagger might be a friend of mine.
but STILL.
being a friend of mine doesnt mean ill SPARE THE PERSON a piece of my MIND.
the person might hate me. or the impression of me might change.
i accept it! cos that who i am.
what u see is who i am in this situation.
if that person had stated out thier name as least...i would not have been offensive.
i would have treated the person with respect and listen.
but the moment the person decides to give negative comment...even if its slight...its intolerable...
to state ur dislike behind a mask. a wall. where u noe ull be HARMLESS.
how would u respect someone like that?
thats all.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Meh
alritey...
so i read her blog.
*OMG why am i doing this again. goodness sakes.*
if i could have that chance to be just a friend once again.
i wouldnt hesitate.
after all.
i still remember that promise.
that promise of friendship.
unless im the only one who remembers.
suddenly im getting the vibes that me typing this out is still pointless in the end.
i wonder why.
so i read her blog.
*OMG why am i doing this again. goodness sakes.*
if i could have that chance to be just a friend once again.
i wouldnt hesitate.
after all.
i still remember that promise.
that promise of friendship.
unless im the only one who remembers.
suddenly im getting the vibes that me typing this out is still pointless in the end.
i wonder why.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Change
now.
i wish to write about a certain thing my old friend of mine has stated in his own blog, about me.
"i saw victor online. lol. hm.. to me, he has changed quite a bit. lol. his word seems to lack the same authority than in the past. as in... now, there is more sarcasm and less weight. to me, he is still my good friend, and will always be, but... i worry. haha."
just a little background information here.
the person who wrote that quoted statement is my friend, Joel Wang Shou Zhi.
he has been my friend since i was sec 1, when we were both in the same class.
i still remember the time i met him because i wanted to read the neon genesis evangelion comic book he had.
in that quoted statement, my dear friend has mentioned that i have changed to become less authouritative and that my words seem to have less weight.
what he means its that i have become more aloof in my nature, using sarcasm for wrong purposes, and not having the same charm and steadiness i once had.
i utterly agree.
to compare myself now with my self of my past is a shame i endure with disgrace.
i have no idea how to bring myself back to that point.
let me just say...it all started when i came into polytechnic.
it must either be the company ive been having, or the environment. (please correct me if im wrong)
for the company, i doubt its because of that.
after all, ive seen my fair share of wise people as well as noisy twits.
Temasek Poly Design School
i have come to believe that it is because of the extreme change of work and stress that i have become less of what i used to be.
the feeling where...anyone of these people might be ur competition and being better then them is like the goal.
i think it gets to the point where human nature can get nasty sometimes.
do u people agree?
another long time friend of mine (who is also my most trusted and loved friend), siti nursyuaibah, has also agreed that i have become more...harsh and unkind.
basically in her words, im no longer the 'mister nice guy' i used to be.
i used to have a reputation for being the nice guy.
but apparently, thats no longer the case im sure.
it gets me down sometimes.
i wish to write about a certain thing my old friend of mine has stated in his own blog, about me.
"i saw victor online. lol. hm.. to me, he has changed quite a bit. lol. his word seems to lack the same authority than in the past. as in... now, there is more sarcasm and less weight. to me, he is still my good friend, and will always be, but... i worry. haha."
just a little background information here.
the person who wrote that quoted statement is my friend, Joel Wang Shou Zhi.
he has been my friend since i was sec 1, when we were both in the same class.
i still remember the time i met him because i wanted to read the neon genesis evangelion comic book he had.
in that quoted statement, my dear friend has mentioned that i have changed to become less authouritative and that my words seem to have less weight.
what he means its that i have become more aloof in my nature, using sarcasm for wrong purposes, and not having the same charm and steadiness i once had.
i utterly agree.
to compare myself now with my self of my past is a shame i endure with disgrace.
i have no idea how to bring myself back to that point.
let me just say...it all started when i came into polytechnic.
it must either be the company ive been having, or the environment. (please correct me if im wrong)
for the company, i doubt its because of that.
after all, ive seen my fair share of wise people as well as noisy twits.
Temasek Poly Design School
i have come to believe that it is because of the extreme change of work and stress that i have become less of what i used to be.
the feeling where...anyone of these people might be ur competition and being better then them is like the goal.
i think it gets to the point where human nature can get nasty sometimes.
do u people agree?
another long time friend of mine (who is also my most trusted and loved friend), siti nursyuaibah, has also agreed that i have become more...harsh and unkind.
basically in her words, im no longer the 'mister nice guy' i used to be.
i used to have a reputation for being the nice guy.
but apparently, thats no longer the case im sure.
it gets me down sometimes.
Monday, January 09, 2006
Say
all i want to say is....
YOU SAY LAH!
NOOOO YOOOU SAAAAY!!! I DUNNO HOW TO SAY LAH.
SAY LAAAAH!!! QUICKLY SAY.
those 3 lines, multiplied by 3.
over and over.
thank you.
YOU SAY LAH!
NOOOO YOOOU SAAAAY!!! I DUNNO HOW TO SAY LAH.
SAY LAAAAH!!! QUICKLY SAY.
those 3 lines, multiplied by 3.
over and over.
thank you.
Friday, January 06, 2006
Popularity
since we are on this topic now.
lets see...
popularity.
apparently, i have given the wrong impression that i want to be as famous as possible.
believe it or not, the truth is,
if possible, i would prefer to remain low profile.
maybe some people know that.
some people like my sec school friends might know.
but now i think its quite disagreeable, cos i cant seem to lay low in design school.
this blog got its 'popularity' from my previous stupid posts.
the very previous post is merely my own sick sense of humour.
admittedly my posts are quite sarcarstic and at times damn stupid.
not as if i want my blog to be famous.
am i supposed to change my blog add?
or am i supposed to post only about boring stuff so no body will read?
im thinking, my past post, (THAT post) is definitely worth hating me for. no doubts.
but...the very previous post?
sure, its sarcarstic, but i dont think it will spark a war.
of course, i bet some people will say im damn lame or childish or wadever.
thats what happens when i write in my blog.
in truth, (i dunno if im correct) i think MOI also has its own sick sense of humour. so i doubt it will anger them.
unless i post something thats stupidly offensive or wrong.
for some, they may get pissed cos they very focused on avoiding conflict and cant believe i would be so foolish to go make joke like this, lest i start a riot.
it makes me think that, if i want to be sarcarstic in my blog, i better make sure no one but myself can understand it.
well ok. damn. that sucks.
its realli too bad then.
peace
lets see...
popularity.
apparently, i have given the wrong impression that i want to be as famous as possible.
believe it or not, the truth is,
if possible, i would prefer to remain low profile.
maybe some people know that.
some people like my sec school friends might know.
but now i think its quite disagreeable, cos i cant seem to lay low in design school.
this blog got its 'popularity' from my previous stupid posts.
the very previous post is merely my own sick sense of humour.
admittedly my posts are quite sarcarstic and at times damn stupid.
not as if i want my blog to be famous.
am i supposed to change my blog add?
or am i supposed to post only about boring stuff so no body will read?
im thinking, my past post, (THAT post) is definitely worth hating me for. no doubts.
but...the very previous post?
sure, its sarcarstic, but i dont think it will spark a war.
of course, i bet some people will say im damn lame or childish or wadever.
thats what happens when i write in my blog.
in truth, (i dunno if im correct) i think MOI also has its own sick sense of humour. so i doubt it will anger them.
unless i post something thats stupidly offensive or wrong.
for some, they may get pissed cos they very focused on avoiding conflict and cant believe i would be so foolish to go make joke like this, lest i start a riot.
it makes me think that, if i want to be sarcarstic in my blog, i better make sure no one but myself can understand it.
well ok. damn. that sucks.
its realli too bad then.
peace
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Amazing
amazing!
today i had the chance to find out that in the OTC (Orienation Training Camp), news of my blog was still being conversed about!
i got this information from a friend outside of design school.
thats freakin crazy! OUTSIDE OF DESIGN SCHOOL!
out of NO WHERE he talked to me about what happen in my blog.
and im like...*DONNNNNG* 0_0 'how the hell did u know about that?!'
to which he replied, some design people talking about it in the camp.
what the hell man.
i realli dunno what to say.
dunno if i should LAUGH or just be AMAZED.
ok in the end i did both. laugh in amazement -.-
so the thing is.
this blog's reputation is indeed beyond my expectations. (much to my shock)
probrably those people didnt say out my blog address.
but still, the thought that they would still want to continue talking about it...
its quite amusing to me.
i would like to thank those who made this blog so POPULAR.
and who can i thank for this?
undoubtedly, i believe this thanx should go to...
THE IMD/MOI FLAMERS!!!
woo u guys rock, thats why i love MOI so much.
onli you guys would put so much effort into ur flaming. such effort is realli commendable.
thanx thanx thanx.
now, im not saying its those guys who are talking about it in the camp.
but all the commotion can be linked back to when the flaming started.
so i think the thanx is well deserved yeah. hoho.
XD
today i had the chance to find out that in the OTC (Orienation Training Camp), news of my blog was still being conversed about!
i got this information from a friend outside of design school.
thats freakin crazy! OUTSIDE OF DESIGN SCHOOL!
out of NO WHERE he talked to me about what happen in my blog.
and im like...*DONNNNNG* 0_0 'how the hell did u know about that?!'
to which he replied, some design people talking about it in the camp.
what the hell man.
i realli dunno what to say.
dunno if i should LAUGH or just be AMAZED.
ok in the end i did both. laugh in amazement -.-
so the thing is.
this blog's reputation is indeed beyond my expectations. (much to my shock)
probrably those people didnt say out my blog address.
but still, the thought that they would still want to continue talking about it...
its quite amusing to me.
i would like to thank those who made this blog so POPULAR.
and who can i thank for this?
undoubtedly, i believe this thanx should go to...
THE IMD/MOI FLAMERS!!!
woo u guys rock, thats why i love MOI so much.
onli you guys would put so much effort into ur flaming. such effort is realli commendable.
thanx thanx thanx.
now, im not saying its those guys who are talking about it in the camp.
but all the commotion can be linked back to when the flaming started.
so i think the thanx is well deserved yeah. hoho.
XD
Saturday, December 31, 2005
OTC '05
came back from orientation training camp (OTC) on the 30th of Dec.
it was pretty fun.
logistics committee is freakin slack lah...
like...we have our work to do definitely.
but we do it fast and efficient, and suddenly, we find that we have SOOOOO much free time to just go and crap around.
as how after every camp, i desperately need sleep.
although for this camp i dont feel all that tired, i still didnt sleep all very much.
and i found myself running around ALOT this camp.
cos i keep visiting my friends during breaks or just go see how the games are being played.
joel (sec school mate) and me got soaked by mark, mac, and tao hui (xiu hui).
we were stationed with them, and after safari said he games were over, we started soaking each other in cool water.
sweet relief from the blazing hot sun. hoho.
btw tao hui is quite amusing. and mac is pretty damned friendly too.
and then!
i realli cant be bothered to add in more details about the camp.
oh yes!
one last note.
im sick of greeting that girl.
totally lame leh.
i greet her, then she gimme that kind of face and look away. (i never say what kind of face yeah)
what the fuck. ok i can see why her behaviour is such. but i think its pretty lame.
maybe i should just keep quiet and pretend i never knew her.
XD
it was pretty fun.
logistics committee is freakin slack lah...
like...we have our work to do definitely.
but we do it fast and efficient, and suddenly, we find that we have SOOOOO much free time to just go and crap around.
as how after every camp, i desperately need sleep.
although for this camp i dont feel all that tired, i still didnt sleep all very much.
and i found myself running around ALOT this camp.
cos i keep visiting my friends during breaks or just go see how the games are being played.
joel (sec school mate) and me got soaked by mark, mac, and tao hui (xiu hui).
we were stationed with them, and after safari said he games were over, we started soaking each other in cool water.
sweet relief from the blazing hot sun. hoho.
btw tao hui is quite amusing. and mac is pretty damned friendly too.
and then!
i realli cant be bothered to add in more details about the camp.
oh yes!
one last note.
im sick of greeting that girl.
totally lame leh.
i greet her, then she gimme that kind of face and look away. (i never say what kind of face yeah)
what the fuck. ok i can see why her behaviour is such. but i think its pretty lame.
maybe i should just keep quiet and pretend i never knew her.
XD
Monday, December 26, 2005
RECAP
this is the recap of what has been happening here in the tagboard of this blog!!!
its damn funny lah.
i will be updating this entry when new tags are seen =)
conversations are BOTTOM TO TOP PLS.
so please scroll down and read up =)
another hand: lol
soilders inside ball: wa lan wei de ball keep rollin we all inside jia liat sia headache cant find de egg still nid to keep rollin damn tired lor when can i shoot out again like other
another hand: need my help hand1?
dripping cunt: hey sexxxxxx
hand: gosh ah...no fun ah...i itchy ah...but anon's balls missing ah...stroke penis ah...nothing will come out ah...anon's anus smelly ah...dun want ah...
dripping cunt: i would like to be with penis with balls
Archfreak- PRIVATES: omg this is a nc-16 place ok.
His lower part : there was a time when everyday he stroke and i enjoy and he did, we three come together strong and fit de ball de penis and de pubic hair~~~~~
Pubic Hair: He Shaved Us... So Sad...
penis wif out balls: gee i wonder where my ball goes man!!! cant find them i cant stand wif out them anon that owner dun noe how to take care ar die man
Archfreak-anus: wow sounds very tempting. too bad i dont do it with hum ji asses.
balls: eh! we stand together! but now we lost! help us find our owner! he go by name of anon! without us he will become hum ji kia! pls help our ball-less anon!
aTAT: since de trend now is put a in front of ur name den i put mine lor !!! hehehe look cool sia look like my email de lolz .... hapi boxin day ar we all later go boxing ring go ding ding
anus: me seh anon's ass. i want flame you so cause i want you to screw me. you know what i mean right? hee. i can't wait.
ANON TAT : shhhhh .... workin undercover dun tell anon ar i scare wait he tell my boss i ard here ok ? steady ar
WEI 2 Anon Tat: Whooo.. Hello Anon Tat... U Sounds Cool... With A Tat Behind... hahhahaha
ANON TAT: AIYA ANON STYLE OK HE NOE HOW TO HIDE LIKE U NOE INTER AFFAIR HE THINK HE ANDY LAU I STILL LIANG CHAO WEI LOR HEHEHEHE i m cop !!!
WEI 2 Victor: Is THAT Anon From Those Secret Police Force Where They Covered Up Their Faces And Protect Their Identity Those Kinda People???
Loisy: hellos my name's spelt Lois hahas! see you around in school okies take cares! blessed christmas
Archfreak: wah liao everytime i see my tag board im hoping that anon will reply. why never reply?!?!
KoL-Vitch: NOT** aiming a course lah stupid..
Archfreak-anon: and u are a hum ji kia who dont dare give ur name. ball less =)
Vitch: now you're aiming a person..now aiming a course [which is in-animate..]
anon: Which part of you do you think the girl will be interested in? Of course u 2 aint compatible. you are a kid. look at yourself in the mirror before you speak. you have the right to talk, so do we.
anon: you are fair, short, and you look like a little boy. Apparently from the blog we can see that your intellacts are not that high either.
Joel: Wishing you a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
*OTHER VARIOUS MERRY CHRISTMAS WISHES*
so fun.
its damn funny lah.
i will be updating this entry when new tags are seen =)
conversations are BOTTOM TO TOP PLS.
so please scroll down and read up =)
another hand: lol
soilders inside ball: wa lan wei de ball keep rollin we all inside jia liat sia headache cant find de egg still nid to keep rollin damn tired lor when can i shoot out again like other
another hand: need my help hand1?
dripping cunt: hey sexxxxxx
hand: gosh ah...no fun ah...i itchy ah...but anon's balls missing ah...stroke penis ah...nothing will come out ah...anon's anus smelly ah...dun want ah...
dripping cunt: i would like to be with penis with balls
Archfreak- PRIVATES: omg this is a nc-16 place ok.
His lower part : there was a time when everyday he stroke and i enjoy and he did, we three come together strong and fit de ball de penis and de pubic hair~~~~~
Pubic Hair: He Shaved Us... So Sad...
penis wif out balls: gee i wonder where my ball goes man!!! cant find them i cant stand wif out them anon that owner dun noe how to take care ar die man
Archfreak-anus: wow sounds very tempting. too bad i dont do it with hum ji asses.
balls: eh! we stand together! but now we lost! help us find our owner! he go by name of anon! without us he will become hum ji kia! pls help our ball-less anon!
aTAT: since de trend now is put a in front of ur name den i put mine lor !!! hehehe look cool sia look like my email de lolz .... hapi boxin day ar we all later go boxing ring go ding ding
anus: me seh anon's ass. i want flame you so cause i want you to screw me. you know what i mean right? hee. i can't wait.
ANON TAT : shhhhh .... workin undercover dun tell anon ar i scare wait he tell my boss i ard here ok ? steady ar
WEI 2 Anon Tat: Whooo.. Hello Anon Tat... U Sounds Cool... With A Tat Behind... hahhahaha
ANON TAT: AIYA ANON STYLE OK HE NOE HOW TO HIDE LIKE U NOE INTER AFFAIR HE THINK HE ANDY LAU I STILL LIANG CHAO WEI LOR HEHEHEHE i m cop !!!
WEI 2 Victor: Is THAT Anon From Those Secret Police Force Where They Covered Up Their Faces And Protect Their Identity Those Kinda People???
Loisy: hellos my name's spelt Lois hahas! see you around in school okies take cares! blessed christmas
Archfreak: wah liao everytime i see my tag board im hoping that anon will reply. why never reply?!?!
KoL-Vitch: NOT** aiming a course lah stupid..
Archfreak-anon: and u are a hum ji kia who dont dare give ur name. ball less =)
Vitch: now you're aiming a person..now aiming a course [which is in-animate..]
anon: Which part of you do you think the girl will be interested in? Of course u 2 aint compatible. you are a kid. look at yourself in the mirror before you speak. you have the right to talk, so do we.
anon: you are fair, short, and you look like a little boy. Apparently from the blog we can see that your intellacts are not that high either.
Joel: Wishing you a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
*OTHER VARIOUS MERRY CHRISTMAS WISHES*
so fun.
Careful
if u notice, this guy here put:
"you have the right to talk, so do we."
now...this person is talking about my previous blatant comments about MOI and various other things.
saying if i have the right to say what i want, means MOI oso can say what they want about me.
so by saying the words 'SO DO WE' u are making people think that u are from MOI or u may have something against my words.
further more, that gal which u undoubtedly noe who is from MOI as well.
is it mere coincience?
even my friend oso suspect u from MOI cos of that.
if u dont have something agaisnt my words, then why put so much energy to tag?
or maybe my posts are too extreme for u to handle so u must tag further agaisnt me when no body want to care anymore.
either ways, just be careful yeah. or u might have your ass handed to u by a bunch of rioting flamers.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Hum Ji Kia
if u are too hum ji.
or u dont have any balls (if u are a guy).
or no body in this world bothered to give u a name.
then please dont bother typing 'hurtful' tags in my tagboard.
like wow.
everytime i get one of these taggers i get excited.
but its disapointing that the person dont want to leave thier name.
whether they realli hum ji or they got no name...i dunno...
but i think i can assume all of us who noe how to use comp has a proper name right?
nothing to do with the words 'random' or 'stranger' or 'anon' (wow so style, short for anonymous) or MOST ORIGINAL, 'anonymous'.
so with that, all i wish to say is, if u want to insult me in some way, hoping ill be affected by some nobody's words, then the least u could do is leave ur name or some way i can identify u.
if not, why should i bother about some nameless mofo?
and btw. mofo is short for mother fucker, in case maybe that certain hum ji doesnt noe.
at least if u leave ur name, its abit more respectable yeah. at least it doesnt make you seem like such a pussy.
thanx.
im looking forward to a proper conversation.
or u dont have any balls (if u are a guy).
or no body in this world bothered to give u a name.
then please dont bother typing 'hurtful' tags in my tagboard.
like wow.
everytime i get one of these taggers i get excited.
but its disapointing that the person dont want to leave thier name.
whether they realli hum ji or they got no name...i dunno...
but i think i can assume all of us who noe how to use comp has a proper name right?
nothing to do with the words 'random' or 'stranger' or 'anon' (wow so style, short for anonymous) or MOST ORIGINAL, 'anonymous'.
so with that, all i wish to say is, if u want to insult me in some way, hoping ill be affected by some nobody's words, then the least u could do is leave ur name or some way i can identify u.
if not, why should i bother about some nameless mofo?
and btw. mofo is short for mother fucker, in case maybe that certain hum ji doesnt noe.
at least if u leave ur name, its abit more respectable yeah. at least it doesnt make you seem like such a pussy.
thanx.
im looking forward to a proper conversation.
Friday, December 23, 2005
Suicide
so its the night before im going to IMD studio alone after my folly.
to be honest i cant wait.
but im onli scared of one thing.
abby.
LOL.
im PANSY ASS SCARED of that.
damn.
i dont even dare say sorry to her ON THE INTERNET LAH. WTF!
ok as im about to publish this post...i suddenly get another fear.
i find myself checking my entry again and again to see if it might upset anyone.
holy shit.
dont kill me if that happens.
to be honest i cant wait.
but im onli scared of one thing.
abby.
LOL.
im PANSY ASS SCARED of that.
damn.
i dont even dare say sorry to her ON THE INTERNET LAH. WTF!
ok as im about to publish this post...i suddenly get another fear.
i find myself checking my entry again and again to see if it might upset anyone.
holy shit.
dont kill me if that happens.
Thursday, December 22, 2005
WOW!
wow.
if i so read this again in future, this is a post about my careless words in my blog.
yeap just for remembrance.
hmmm...
ok. to those who gave thier comments, thank u for your time and effort to scold me.
extra thanks to those who said so calmly. uh...i think onli jia yi and dead duck? tat ming right? if i miss someone out im sorry...alot of tags. thank u very much for keeping slack on the vulgarities and giving ur sincere thoughts. seems onli u people are above me.
ok!
i will do my best to talk to u. uh...but i think not alot of u will not want to talk to me anymore? maybe want to smash my face?
saying sorry here is no use yeah?
whats said is said yeah? those words cant be taken back.
so im not sure what i can do to make it up to all of u?
i think taking the hate for say...years? that might be sorry enough?
what can i say? i now i said too much for my own good but then again...its my blog yeah.
just as how xia xue goes (wow i dislike xia xue and yet i talking about her) about saying its her blog so its her own thoughts whether whoever like it or not.
but eh i dont realli like that principle of hers cos things can get very offensive.
just like how singapore agaisnt racism and all...talking about another course is as good as talking about another race.
and damn i hate racism. so honestly yeah im disgraced at myself now? it was the same thing yet i didnt see it.
so lets see.
main thing im thinking now...
how can i make it up to all of MOI?
and.
how can i say im sorry to all of u? i noe sorry aint enough BUT ITS SOMETHING.
my shame and my pride will be given to u. insults i will take. hate i will also take.
one thing PLS!
DO NOT ASSOCIATE MY CRIME WITH THE COURSE OF PID.
i admit! what i said was FAR TOO ARROGANT. but that onli ME. not PID. other then that, i will accept wadever is thrown at me. leave the rest of PID out of this yeah?
so if anyone wanna bash me up, (though i hope no one it wont go down to that) then fine yeah? we go out of school and i let u bash me up? even if its before christmas, its fine yeah. i wont fight back if u feel thats better. i dont mind taking blows if it can get this done? though i hope it can be settled with discussion.
btw this post is onli talking about the stuff i said about MOI as a whole yeah. as for the rest of what i said about individuals...yeah im sorry but i cant and wont take them back.
as a side note...what the hell?!?! sex god???? HEY HEY! thats what U people called me ok...dunno who started it lah...
i definitely WONT name myself that! SO PLS DONT ADDRESS ME AS THAT.
if i so read this again in future, this is a post about my careless words in my blog.
yeap just for remembrance.
hmmm...
ok. to those who gave thier comments, thank u for your time and effort to scold me.
extra thanks to those who said so calmly. uh...i think onli jia yi and dead duck? tat ming right? if i miss someone out im sorry...alot of tags. thank u very much for keeping slack on the vulgarities and giving ur sincere thoughts. seems onli u people are above me.
ok!
i will do my best to talk to u. uh...but i think not alot of u will not want to talk to me anymore? maybe want to smash my face?
saying sorry here is no use yeah?
whats said is said yeah? those words cant be taken back.
so im not sure what i can do to make it up to all of u?
i think taking the hate for say...years? that might be sorry enough?
what can i say? i now i said too much for my own good but then again...its my blog yeah.
just as how xia xue goes (wow i dislike xia xue and yet i talking about her) about saying its her blog so its her own thoughts whether whoever like it or not.
but eh i dont realli like that principle of hers cos things can get very offensive.
just like how singapore agaisnt racism and all...talking about another course is as good as talking about another race.
and damn i hate racism. so honestly yeah im disgraced at myself now? it was the same thing yet i didnt see it.
so lets see.
main thing im thinking now...
how can i make it up to all of MOI?
and.
how can i say im sorry to all of u? i noe sorry aint enough BUT ITS SOMETHING.
my shame and my pride will be given to u. insults i will take. hate i will also take.
one thing PLS!
DO NOT ASSOCIATE MY CRIME WITH THE COURSE OF PID.
i admit! what i said was FAR TOO ARROGANT. but that onli ME. not PID. other then that, i will accept wadever is thrown at me. leave the rest of PID out of this yeah?
so if anyone wanna bash me up, (though i hope no one it wont go down to that) then fine yeah? we go out of school and i let u bash me up? even if its before christmas, its fine yeah. i wont fight back if u feel thats better. i dont mind taking blows if it can get this done? though i hope it can be settled with discussion.
btw this post is onli talking about the stuff i said about MOI as a whole yeah. as for the rest of what i said about individuals...yeah im sorry but i cant and wont take them back.
as a side note...what the hell?!?! sex god???? HEY HEY! thats what U people called me ok...dunno who started it lah...
i definitely WONT name myself that! SO PLS DONT ADDRESS ME AS THAT.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Love of Friends
its a long day today.
but lets skip all the crap.
after doing my drafting for the whole day, we PID mates went home together at 9.
we went opposite school to take a look at the Pasah Malam (night market in malay).
and so...we PID mates took a look around...and we didnt buy anything.
EXCEPT.
7 ramly burgers.
and so we got the burgers, and walked to a dessert (is that how u spell it?) shop, sat down, and enjoyed our time together, with food and drink, and whats most important, each others company with extremely amusing conversations.
indeed.
it was nice. its times like those that all the terrible, torturous work seems worth doing, JUST FOR THE PEOPLE.
thats one thing.
next...
Alexander Lek.
we had a talk on our way home on the bus.
it was about work at first. but it went on to...love interests, and the bond between friends, and the fine priorities between them.
well...ill not talk about his side of the conversation. private yeah.
but the thing he said concerning me. thats what i want to express here.
basically, he talked to me about her.
yeah. HER. u guys noe it. (as how Chang Tat says, *que heavy breathing voice* "HEH~-HEHH~-HEHHHH~-BY")
so alex told me...
she and me are totally different and incompatible
she is too bimbo. (uhh... lol)
she dont deserve a guy like me (now ok...i tried defendering her on this but he dont agree...haha)
and i forgot what else but thats the main.
and i believe him.
ok the thing is...i feel more affected by his words cos while all my other close friends have been telling me the same things...they havent SEEN abby as she is face to face and how she behaves and talks and all that.
so it was then that i was fully persuaded and it confirmed the views of all my other friends.
i am a proud ass...
and deep down i noe, she is not compatible with me.
and hell. deep down in my proud and sickeningly human heart, i know i deserve better. LOL.
that makes me sound like a damned asshole and all.
but the truth about myself is, im nice, friendly, kind, sensible, and thoughtful. of course i falter at times...but generally im a guy who knows what im doing, and acts with proper accordance.
and i know my friends would support that statement.
undeniably a proud ass. XD
one last thing!!
alex also talked of the brotherhood between guys versus the sexual relations of a girl.
to alex...ones brothers are the most important...and a girl of interest should never be held above such bonds of friendship.
and he made it clear to me, that i probrably dont understand it as much as he does.
why?
because he is from monford, a ruffian all boys school with tough guys who value thier brotherhood,
while i am from siglap, a typical mixed gender neighourhood school where brotherhood isnt worth as much. and its the same for all such multi-sex schools.
so i was quite shocked and it made me think quite abit.
i had forgotten the importance of such ties and also...i never held brotherhood so strongly to the extent that it would overtake my feelings of love for a girl.
like...my brothers are damn important...but alexander's way is to the extent where one would give up thier girlfriends for thier brothers.
simply put.
to see your friends in a higher level of importance then a sexual relationship with others.
isnt that respectable and incredibly loyal to your friends?
it realli made me think on the way home.
what do u think?
but lets skip all the crap.
after doing my drafting for the whole day, we PID mates went home together at 9.
we went opposite school to take a look at the Pasah Malam (night market in malay).
and so...we PID mates took a look around...and we didnt buy anything.
EXCEPT.
7 ramly burgers.
and so we got the burgers, and walked to a dessert (is that how u spell it?) shop, sat down, and enjoyed our time together, with food and drink, and whats most important, each others company with extremely amusing conversations.
indeed.
it was nice. its times like those that all the terrible, torturous work seems worth doing, JUST FOR THE PEOPLE.
thats one thing.
next...
Alexander Lek.
we had a talk on our way home on the bus.
it was about work at first. but it went on to...love interests, and the bond between friends, and the fine priorities between them.
well...ill not talk about his side of the conversation. private yeah.
but the thing he said concerning me. thats what i want to express here.
basically, he talked to me about her.
yeah. HER. u guys noe it. (as how Chang Tat says, *que heavy breathing voice* "HEH~-HEHH~-HEHHHH~-BY")
so alex told me...
and i forgot what else but thats the main.
and i believe him.
ok the thing is...i feel more affected by his words cos while all my other close friends have been telling me the same things...they havent SEEN abby as she is face to face and how she behaves and talks and all that.
so it was then that i was fully persuaded and it confirmed the views of all my other friends.
i am a proud ass...
and deep down i noe, she is not compatible with me.
and hell. deep down in my proud and sickeningly human heart, i know i deserve better. LOL.
that makes me sound like a damned asshole and all.
but the truth about myself is, im nice, friendly, kind, sensible, and thoughtful. of course i falter at times...but generally im a guy who knows what im doing, and acts with proper accordance.
and i know my friends would support that statement.
undeniably a proud ass. XD
one last thing!!
alex also talked of the brotherhood between guys versus the sexual relations of a girl.
to alex...ones brothers are the most important...and a girl of interest should never be held above such bonds of friendship.
and he made it clear to me, that i probrably dont understand it as much as he does.
why?
because he is from monford, a ruffian all boys school with tough guys who value thier brotherhood,
while i am from siglap, a typical mixed gender neighourhood school where brotherhood isnt worth as much. and its the same for all such multi-sex schools.
so i was quite shocked and it made me think quite abit.
i had forgotten the importance of such ties and also...i never held brotherhood so strongly to the extent that it would overtake my feelings of love for a girl.
like...my brothers are damn important...but alexander's way is to the extent where one would give up thier girlfriends for thier brothers.
simply put.
to see your friends in a higher level of importance then a sexual relationship with others.
isnt that respectable and incredibly loyal to your friends?
it realli made me think on the way home.
what do u think?
Sunday, December 18, 2005
DOTC
DOTC stands for Design Orientation Training Camp.
the camp started on friday, 7 o'clock. we campers also have to stay overnight on saturday.
i just came back from it today, at say about 4.
so lets see...
i met an individual named Matthew.
simple put, i find him very annoying.
tall, large frame, meaty, not toned, extremely shaggy hair, bad complexion. now...there is nothing wrong with any of those.
but the thing that pisses me off, is his habit of unnessesary comments, commenting too fucking loud, and acting like some big shot.
i shant give examples yes. but if u like, u may find zhen hao or ronald on thier comments regarding this human male.
other then those irritating traits of his, everything else about him is pretty alrite. cos i talked to him and he seems quite alrite...probrably cos im a total stranger to him...so wadever.
next, eugene.
im talking about the design studies club eugene, who is tall and has facial hair.
that guy, is large, and tall, and can very well be said to be...pretty much huge by the normal singaporean scale of body sizes.
but YET, he is extremely timid of scary things.
scary things in mention are stuff like GHOSTS, SPIRITS and SUDDEN SHOCKS.
when i type extremely timid. what it can also be translated to is PANSY ASS SCARED, if i were to put it in a rude, crude and disrespectful way.
i was realli shocked cos he is such a big size guy, but he was so freakin scared of the stuff in the NIGHT WALK.
we had to solve a puzzle of a murder in BUSINESS school, early in the morning, like 12am, and there were lots of characters around the school to help us with clues.
a number of them were ghosts.
and they had a habit of scaring the shit out of people, through the ever effective method of loud, unexpected shrieks of anger or horror.
eugene got so scared that he could not control himself.
to the extent he didnt want to continue playing the game AT ALL. the onli reason why he continued playing was cos he didnt have a choice.
im not making fun of him for that.
im just very shocked at that. cos trust me, he was VERY, VERY SCARED. ask justin for further details.
last thing.
what im gonna say here might be DISAGREEABLE and EXTREMELY PROUD. but i dont care.
i DARE say Product & Industrial Design (PID) is the best course in the camp.
why?
because of our unwielding UNITY, and our lack of hesitation for socialising and interacting with new people.
there have been numerous times our PID group has shown its incredible unity.
and there have been numerous times the Moving Images (MOI) group has shown its incredible attempt to try and be like PID.
oh ho. that is definitely VERY disagreeable to some people, im sure.
but remember.
this is my blog.
and in my blog, i dont lie.
and in my blog, i onli put things i BELIEVE are worth writing down.
so hush up if u dont agree.
if not, then u can tell me how much u think PID rox. thank u.
...i mean...CMON!!!
think back in the camp...
can u DENY the unity of the PIDians?!?!
yeah. the truth is,
u cant.
well...at least this applies for the year 05 batch. HAH
the camp started on friday, 7 o'clock. we campers also have to stay overnight on saturday.
i just came back from it today, at say about 4.
so lets see...
i met an individual named Matthew.
simple put, i find him very annoying.
tall, large frame, meaty, not toned, extremely shaggy hair, bad complexion. now...there is nothing wrong with any of those.
but the thing that pisses me off, is his habit of unnessesary comments, commenting too fucking loud, and acting like some big shot.
i shant give examples yes. but if u like, u may find zhen hao or ronald on thier comments regarding this human male.
other then those irritating traits of his, everything else about him is pretty alrite. cos i talked to him and he seems quite alrite...probrably cos im a total stranger to him...so wadever.
next, eugene.
im talking about the design studies club eugene, who is tall and has facial hair.
that guy, is large, and tall, and can very well be said to be...pretty much huge by the normal singaporean scale of body sizes.
but YET, he is extremely timid of scary things.
scary things in mention are stuff like GHOSTS, SPIRITS and SUDDEN SHOCKS.
when i type extremely timid. what it can also be translated to is PANSY ASS SCARED, if i were to put it in a rude, crude and disrespectful way.
i was realli shocked cos he is such a big size guy, but he was so freakin scared of the stuff in the NIGHT WALK.
we had to solve a puzzle of a murder in BUSINESS school, early in the morning, like 12am, and there were lots of characters around the school to help us with clues.
a number of them were ghosts.
and they had a habit of scaring the shit out of people, through the ever effective method of loud, unexpected shrieks of anger or horror.
eugene got so scared that he could not control himself.
to the extent he didnt want to continue playing the game AT ALL. the onli reason why he continued playing was cos he didnt have a choice.
im not making fun of him for that.
im just very shocked at that. cos trust me, he was VERY, VERY SCARED. ask justin for further details.
last thing.
what im gonna say here might be DISAGREEABLE and EXTREMELY PROUD. but i dont care.
i DARE say Product & Industrial Design (PID) is the best course in the camp.
why?
because of our unwielding UNITY, and our lack of hesitation for socialising and interacting with new people.
there have been numerous times our PID group has shown its incredible unity.
and there have been numerous times the Moving Images (MOI) group has shown its incredible attempt to try and be like PID.
oh ho. that is definitely VERY disagreeable to some people, im sure.
but remember.
this is my blog.
and in my blog, i dont lie.
and in my blog, i onli put things i BELIEVE are worth writing down.
so hush up if u dont agree.
if not, then u can tell me how much u think PID rox. thank u.
...i mean...CMON!!!
think back in the camp...
can u DENY the unity of the PIDians?!?!
yeah. the truth is,
u cant.
well...at least this applies for the year 05 batch. HAH
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Definition of Love
if im not wrong, the phrase is taken from the bible. if im wrong, just hope i dont get struck down. correct me please.
'Love is patient. Love is kind. Love is not demanding, and most of all, Love is letting go out of Love'
i feel proud of myself that i somehow followed this without realising it.
when i say proud...i dont mean that kind of boastful pride...but more of the impressed at myself pride.
but dont get me wrong.
i am, a proud ass. and i know it. ah hoho. XD
to end this post, ill put this song lyrics. so happen it kept playing during a hong kong drama and so it got stuck in my head.
its damn meaningful to me.
Rick Price - Heaven Knows
she's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know
though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go
chorus:
maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go
chorus
why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...
chorus
heaven knows
-------
i realise, people might misjudge my intentions of posting those lyrics in this entry.
well please be informed.
this lyrics are probrably outdated in how im feeling. maybe say...2 weeks back...probrably yeah...
those of u following my drama story might see the great inference to the song.
'Love is patient. Love is kind. Love is not demanding, and most of all, Love is letting go out of Love'
i feel proud of myself that i somehow followed this without realising it.
when i say proud...i dont mean that kind of boastful pride...but more of the impressed at myself pride.
but dont get me wrong.
i am, a proud ass. and i know it. ah hoho. XD
to end this post, ill put this song lyrics. so happen it kept playing during a hong kong drama and so it got stuck in my head.
its damn meaningful to me.
Rick Price - Heaven Knows
she's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know
though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go
chorus:
maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go
chorus
why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...
chorus
heaven knows
-------
i realise, people might misjudge my intentions of posting those lyrics in this entry.
well please be informed.
this lyrics are probrably outdated in how im feeling. maybe say...2 weeks back...probrably yeah...
those of u following my drama story might see the great inference to the song.
Friday, December 09, 2005
Cockel Spaniel
today i had drawing fundamental.
my lecturer for this subject is richard wee.
so he showed us a drawing he did in another lesson.
the image of a guy, having similar droopy eyes to mine, wearing a ski cap. quite a handsome guy anyways.
well, somewhere along the lesson, he stated that the man in his drawing has whats called:
Cockel Spaniel Eyes.
and the thing is, he says:
'just like victors eyes, see? some women go crazy over men like that...because they the eyes give the impression of needing protection and helplessness...u know...a the motherly instinct...wanting to take care and protect...'
*all the while EVERYONE was staring at my eyes*
to which everybodies response was roaring laughter, including mine (though albiet embaressing).
like...what the hell!!! is that true?!?!
it made me think back of when i found myself following abby around, much like a puppy dog.
HAHAHA. never realised till now.
is there a similarity? hahahaha!
if u have the time, go look up on these dogs. they are realli cute, with thier helpless kind of puppy dog look.
my lecturer for this subject is richard wee.
so he showed us a drawing he did in another lesson.
the image of a guy, having similar droopy eyes to mine, wearing a ski cap. quite a handsome guy anyways.
well, somewhere along the lesson, he stated that the man in his drawing has whats called:
Cockel Spaniel Eyes.
and the thing is, he says:
'just like victors eyes, see? some women go crazy over men like that...because they the eyes give the impression of needing protection and helplessness...u know...a the motherly instinct...wanting to take care and protect...'
*all the while EVERYONE was staring at my eyes*
to which everybodies response was roaring laughter, including mine (though albiet embaressing).
like...what the hell!!! is that true?!?!
it made me think back of when i found myself following abby around, much like a puppy dog.
HAHAHA. never realised till now.
is there a similarity? hahahaha!
if u have the time, go look up on these dogs. they are realli cute, with thier helpless kind of puppy dog look.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Pansy
damn.
ive played 2 pansy ass games in 2 days.
yesterday, it was HeliAttack 3.
today, its Spider Man 2, on the PC.
let me make myself clear.
Spider Man 2 (the game) is freakin lame, poorly programmed, has bad graphics, and CRAPPY gameplay.
damn!
id think even HeliAttack 3 (which is a free game, online) might be more entertaining and enjoyable a game then Spider Man 2, which costs MONEY to buy. geez!
yeah. games are important in this boys life! so take it as a pansy ass game review.
the worse the game, the worse the review! and id say this review pretty much sucks!
so yeah.
Spider Man 2 (the game XD) SUCKS!
ive played 2 pansy ass games in 2 days.
yesterday, it was HeliAttack 3.
today, its Spider Man 2, on the PC.
let me make myself clear.
Spider Man 2 (the game) is freakin lame, poorly programmed, has bad graphics, and CRAPPY gameplay.
damn!
id think even HeliAttack 3 (which is a free game, online) might be more entertaining and enjoyable a game then Spider Man 2, which costs MONEY to buy. geez!
yeah. games are important in this boys life! so take it as a pansy ass game review.
the worse the game, the worse the review! and id say this review pretty much sucks!
so yeah.
Spider Man 2 (the game XD) SUCKS!
Heliattack 3
(just in case, for u people who dont know...noob is short for NEWBIE, which is in term used to address beginners, or otherwise, lower class gamers)
alrite.
i admit it.
today, i spent the time at night in school (which i was suppose to spend DOING WORK) to play a pansy game called:
HELIATTACK 3.
its found on miniclip.com.
yeah.
i beat it once. then went for interview. then i beat it again.
pansy ass game -.-
benson and justin had some problems completing it though.
apparently, they dont play 'noob games' thats why i better then them, meaning in thier terms that i am far more noobish, thus enabling me to complete the game (twice).
what excellent reasoning.
onli found in PID, folks.
oh btw. i saw louis today.
wait...is that how i spell her name? nevermind.
shes always wears long flowing skirts. well, more often then any other gal i noe. she looks nice in those.
shirley once wore that kinda skirt too. apparently, as i learned from her, those kinda skirts are abit expensive, compared to other skirts. thus she onli has one.
need i say, i like those kinda skirts alot? HAHA. (like ALOT, ALOT? indeed)
it suits louis well. (damn is that how her name is spelled? nevermind)
like like like...LONG SKIRTS WOOT. so elegant.
am i weird? XD
alrite.
i admit it.
today, i spent the time at night in school (which i was suppose to spend DOING WORK) to play a pansy game called:
HELIATTACK 3.
its found on miniclip.com.
yeah.
i beat it once. then went for interview. then i beat it again.
pansy ass game -.-
benson and justin had some problems completing it though.
apparently, they dont play 'noob games' thats why i better then them, meaning in thier terms that i am far more noobish, thus enabling me to complete the game (twice).
what excellent reasoning.
onli found in PID, folks.
oh btw. i saw louis today.
wait...is that how i spell her name? nevermind.
shes always wears long flowing skirts. well, more often then any other gal i noe. she looks nice in those.
shirley once wore that kinda skirt too. apparently, as i learned from her, those kinda skirts are abit expensive, compared to other skirts. thus she onli has one.
need i say, i like those kinda skirts alot? HAHA. (like ALOT, ALOT? indeed)
it suits louis well. (damn is that how her name is spelled? nevermind)
like like like...LONG SKIRTS WOOT. so elegant.
am i weird? XD
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Free!
mmmmmmmm.
i feel alot better now! like a weight off my shoulders! i am glad for that.
hopefully there are no after effects. that would be most irritating...
the reasons for my feeling better are in fact...probrably, seemingly sad.
but its more like me going "'oh well' *shrug*"
cos part of me already wants it.
so!!! ALL OF MY FRIENDS READING THIS BLOG.
i have heard your 'feedback'.
YES! i noe! my blog has had a mood of sorrow and moodiness these past weeks.
but i believe it will change! take note of that.
i will once again (i hope) write on more interesting entries on my thoughts of recent events or just my personal view of LIFE, THE UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING.
hmm...key words here are I HOPE! ah ha! i dare not say FOR SURE lest i suffer the complaints of my readers >_<
on a side note
i wonder how the next years batch of PID students will be like.
zhen hao was saying. hope got some chio bu. then can see see. LOL. lets hope jia ying doesnt read this blog...
well damn. I TOTALLY AGREE WITH ZHEN HAO. please!!! chio bu come to PID! we guys from PID will treat all of u very well (APPLY TO YEAR 2005 INTAKE ONLI) LOL. (just be careful of some pig communist PLS)
and btw zhen hao.
i will support u in your diet man!!! just dont expect me to eat less in front of u! in fact, maybe expect me to eat more in front of u! LEARN TO RESIST TEMPTATION. i damn good friend man...help u train. YESSA!
but seriously, dont eat so little leh...eat same but excercise more!!! u eat so little and still jog so often, sure faint ah one day.
kk?!?! must be practical!!! dont siao siao want to become thin then dunno ur own health.
alrite people! thats all. actually wanted to just write the first paragraph on this entry about my freedom but turn out so long! suddenly all the important things came to my mind!
good! means my mind is going back to normal . thank God.
i feel alot better now! like a weight off my shoulders! i am glad for that.
hopefully there are no after effects. that would be most irritating...
the reasons for my feeling better are in fact...probrably, seemingly sad.
but its more like me going "'oh well' *shrug*"
cos part of me already wants it.
so!!! ALL OF MY FRIENDS READING THIS BLOG.
i have heard your 'feedback'.
YES! i noe! my blog has had a mood of sorrow and moodiness these past weeks.
but i believe it will change! take note of that.
i will once again (i hope) write on more interesting entries on my thoughts of recent events or just my personal view of LIFE, THE UNIVERSE AND EVERYTHING.
hmm...key words here are I HOPE! ah ha! i dare not say FOR SURE lest i suffer the complaints of my readers >_<
on a side note
i wonder how the next years batch of PID students will be like.
zhen hao was saying. hope got some chio bu. then can see see. LOL. lets hope jia ying doesnt read this blog...
well damn. I TOTALLY AGREE WITH ZHEN HAO. please!!! chio bu come to PID! we guys from PID will treat all of u very well (APPLY TO YEAR 2005 INTAKE ONLI) LOL. (just be careful of some pig communist PLS)
and btw zhen hao.
i will support u in your diet man!!! just dont expect me to eat less in front of u! in fact, maybe expect me to eat more in front of u! LEARN TO RESIST TEMPTATION. i damn good friend man...help u train. YESSA!
but seriously, dont eat so little leh...eat same but excercise more!!! u eat so little and still jog so often, sure faint ah one day.
kk?!?! must be practical!!! dont siao siao want to become thin then dunno ur own health.
alrite people! thats all. actually wanted to just write the first paragraph on this entry about my freedom but turn out so long! suddenly all the important things came to my mind!
good! means my mind is going back to normal . thank God.
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