zzzzzzz

ok...school has started...started of to a bad start i must say...cos i didnt do LOTS of work and had to do all of them in one day...so im tired...now today is the 2nd day of school...so when i went home i took at nap...thankfully not much to do today...whew...

and...from now on i cant update my blog often...cos u noe...school has started...and my parents are well u noe - being parents as usual -.- ...

so i think thats all for today lah...zzzzz

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ok...its onli 3 more days till school starts...and hw is seriously becoming an issue...i havent done any Emths hw...onli dont the prelim paper for Amaths...eng still havent done any summary and compo...SS i totally fuck care...Chem is dunno wtf to do...

so....im screwed...yeap...very screwed...lol nvrm ill just do eng first >_<

ANYWAYS...ill start from yesterday...

yesterday i watched The Best Bet with fukun, rui wen and another school friend (a girl)...ok...at first i tot that movie was complete crap cos of thier oh-so IRRITATING advertisement and was actually not that looking forward toward the movie...but then from the start of the movie, it was actually quite interesting...the film explores the habit of betting on 4-D and how it can destroy lives if its taken as an obsession...at the very beginning to about half-way through the film its all laughs...then the plot turns more serious as one of the character betrays his friends for 4-D winnings...i shant say more of what happens next......but the main prob is the whole film is 98% in another chinese dilect and i had to look at the subtitles most of the time...

ok that turned out to be a movie review... >_<

and then now today...argh!...im distressing over the sickening hw!!! haiz...nvrm...nothing much happening yet cos i just woke up...

i think ill go play my guitar now -.-

schools starting...0_0 *COLD SWEAT*

ok...lets start from yesterday...
yesterday...played badminton with joel, lin bin, wilson, and kok cheong...thinking about it makes me laugh man...i was torturing lin bin like some sadistic ass...i was shouting at him 'RUN LIN BIN!!! RUUUUNNNNNNNN!!!!' then hitting the shuttle from left to rite of the court...MUAHAHAHAHA! then kok cheong oso followed suit and made him suffer even more...damn funny...and i finally played somewhat seriously...and i realli sweat a HELLUVA LOT!...my whole damn shirt was dyed darker and was FREAKIN WET...haiz...2 hrs none stop of badminton...

then later at the night...i was using computer and my dad came in and scolded me for sleeping late or wadever...then im SO sick of it...so when he left...i just wrote a note and pasted it on my door...the note read: 'When the people sleep / Victor does his labours' / In peace / *smiley face*'...yeah so i did my work on the dining table cos i had a cold and my room was FREEZING...and this morning all of them read the note...i dunno what my dad is gonna think of it...lol...wadever...

*STILL HAVENT DONE 90% MY HW!!!*

1 fucking week more...

ok...lets see...the onli hw ive done thus far...out of the loads of it...is onli one eng compre thats summary isnt even done...so...i still have eng, Emaths, SS, Amaths, Geog, and chem although i dunno wtf im supposed to do for chem...and i have...about 1 week more to do EVERYTHING...

i think ema, feli, ivan, jerome, alvin and surely more people havent done anything...even eng...we are so gonna die when school starts...i can imagine when school starts suzie complaining about those havent finish thier eng work...wadever lah...

and when school starts its realli gonna be study study study...teachers are gonna torture us even more...esp sarala and the yongster...haiz...nothing much to look forward now...

*i think she would rather concentrate on studies now...to me u noe what that means...it means another 2 yrs of waiting...i dont get it...studies are not the most important things!...haiz*

BBQ

ok...so after days of preparing, the BBQ is finally over...well...its turned out ok...although onli 2 people pay so far...ema and feli...but thats not important lah realli...

so yeah...yesterday...fuck man...i had to buy stuff...bring home..then go out again...buy MORE stuff...then buy 9 large bottles of drinks and carry them home...and whats more i had to wake an hr earlier then usual to buy everything...and by the time i finished buying...i was so tired...just wanted to sleep...but then i scared i overslept so i just like...stared at the computer and chat for a few hrs (-.-) ...then at 4.30 i woke my dad...went there...but was a LITTLE late...ivan was there...he took some of the stuff and went to the pit, followed by me and my dad...and worse of all the clouds were looking pretty dark...

fukun and friends were already there and whats more with there BBQ fire started!!! around this time joel came...then my dad started the fire for me *hes better at it then me* and halfway there was this SUPER CRAZY HUGE GALE that blew away every freakin thing!!! in fact it almost destroyed fukun and gangs tents!

so u can imagine how difficult it was to start the fire...dust was blowing in our eyes, plastic bags were flying high past us, kites were about to snap free and fires were DEFINITELY being put out...in fact i think fukuns fire got temporarily snubbed out by the gale...so after about 15 minutes of trying to start the fire...SUCCESS!!!...it finally burned high! and slowly the gale blew over together with the raging clouds! yes!!!...well shortly after, chu hue came...i must say she looked quite stunning =P ...but then it was like...she was the onli gal there so i tot perhaps she would feel...out of place? yar then winshern came...

so i told her...that if she wants to go to the other pit and talk to them its ok...cos me and the guys were a little too bz to talk to her...then soon after alvin and jerome came...then since the fire was started we put food (duh) ...woo hoo!!! we were IN BUSINESS!!! so the we (excluding chu hue) open everything and throw it to the grill...then its like...hmm...wait and talk cock lah! hehe...

so chu hue soon left cos she couldnt stay for long...then EMA AND FELI CAME! finally!!! in fact they didnt noe how to go there ya noe -.- ...they had to ask me what bus to take and ema was asking me 'drop at the first stop or last stop?' to which i replied '...... ema...what do u think...when u c a place called pasir park then drop lah!!' then followed by mad ramblings from her...

ok...thank goodness ema came...she realli brightened the place up...feli was a little less enthusiastic though cos she dont realli like ivan...but ok lah...overall quite fun BBQ...

then today i woke up at 1.30 pm...omg...i woke so late!!! and whats more my arms were FUCKING ACHING!!! must be from carrying all the crap here and there lah...but ok lah...just tired...realli tired...didnt do work at all...onli read the english compre's to be done...

err...yar..BORING DAY!!!

time to chiong

so...i havent done anywork...ive been lazing around for the past 3 days...monday i cant rememeber wtf i did...tuesday i played badminton with joel...and played like shit...and today...hmm...I HAVE TO DO WORK TODAY!!! my brain is starting to disinteragrate! and i think we have 1/2 the month more to go till school starts rite...

well actually given the time any slcaker can do it but i oso havent done any revision...any studying...so yeah...i think have to do at least some today...

then now theres this prob that keeps bugging me from the back of my head...its about the BBQ this friday...the prob is that i think me and ivan are seriously gonna have loses cos lets c...he has $10 left...and i have $15+...and we have to buy all the crap for the BBQ...which is...lets say around 100?...so that means me and him are going to lose $50 each? i dunno...its not losing $ thats a prob to me...its not being able to supply the stuff...

yar...then ivan expects me to go and collect money from everyone who is going...as in like...go to them personally and take from them...is it me or does that sound a tad bit stupid? he expects me to be a runner to take money from those going to the BBQ...$7 each person...haiz...total crap...im not going to do it of course...

hope shes having a good time

slightly eventful day

ok...so...today i woke up at 9.30...i wanted to wake earlier and go whitesands to c her...cos shes doing geog project at whitesands at 10...but in the end...by the time i wash up is 10 and then when i told my mom i had to go out meet ivan she began lecturing me and im like...wtf...so then it was like...she sure dont let me go out at this time...so i decided to leave slightly earlier and maybe just go there and meet her a short while...but then!!! my mom insist i eat before i go and she went to buy food from the market before cooking...and i just wait and wait...i was so damn fustrated!!! i can just go out and eat and go from there rite...so my dad noticed i was pretty irritated and he was kind to me...let me go off earlier...then by that time im already going to be late for meeting ivan...lame man...

so when i arrived at whitesands i contact eric ask him where he wa...and he was in the library...so i chiong up..and he was eating fries...now actually i didnt plan to eat lunch cos of lack of time but then i tot ah nvrm lah just eat something quick...so i ordered a chicken speghethi...it was $6+ for a plate?!?!?! heart pain sia but nvrm lah...so as i was at the counter buying the dish that SHE came in and u noe what...

SHE RAN OFF...haiz...ok i must admit i predicted that cos she is just too shy...but then its like...oh man...y does she have to behave this way!!! so after i ordered the dish i ran after her and found her in a corner reading some random book...and i asked her y she ran and she said she wanted to read a book...oh man...haiz...i wont bother commenting lah...

so i waited...and waited...and waited...i was talking to eric to occupy myself and it was like...THIS IS TAKING TOO LONG!!! IM SUPPOSED TO C MY FRIEND BY NOW!!!...then FIANLLY after 20 min of waiting the dish was ready and eric totally devoured the dish like crazy...and i looked for her again...now she was hiding in a different place and i just wanted to c her...i told her i was going and she just said 'ummm...ok' with her head down but her eyes kinda wandering...haiz...oh well

so ok...when i went back to tell eric suddenly ivan called...oh man he was pissed at me...i already make him wait for almost 45 min...so i quickly gave my goodbye and hastened to the meeting point...ivan was there and he was pissed...yeap...he scolded me but yeah...i was at fault...so we went to bus 403...waited there and talked about warhammer...then finally the bus came...we went to pasir ris park...then we walk walk...book a BBQ pit...then we go...it was done in 45 minutes...ivan didnt think it could be done so easily...hahahah!...so we walked all the way back to white sands on foot cos waiting for the bus sux...then he and me went our seperate ways and my other friends were still at the library...so i hastened up once again...yeah...got more friends there so i just sat and talk to them...she was sitting in between 2 gals and the table was in front of her so she couldnt run away...well at least now she didnt seem so shy...but then mark told me that he noticed she behaved differently when i came...and eric told me she realli likes me but shes just too shy...yeah...i noe...i love her too... =) ...then eric told me his prob...said im the onli one he could trust...so i listened to his prob and gave him advice away from his friends...but then when we went back...onli one of the gals was left there!!! the rest left!!! AND SHE WAS ONE OF THEM!!!

what can i say...when i saw that i just slumped into a nearby chair and just like...SHE LEFT!!! she left!!! *sob* ...i disapointed, sad, shocked and dazed all at the same time...then i just kept repeating 'she left...!' like some nut...then michelle said something...she said...'she has already decided'...ok...so i was wondering...was she refering to me or eric...cos it may be linking to eric and his problem...so i dunno...if it was about me then i can bet its not good news...haiz!!!...then i told her she shouldnt have said that cos i felt worse when she did...

then eric told me go play arcade with him...so together with mark we went...play this 4 player shooting game...wow man...it was great...but it was also damned f'in expensive...eric, mark and me blew like 6 dollars each on that game?...so after we finished...we left...we went home...went our seperate ways...when i reach home kenneth was sleeping one my bed...wtf...nvrm...so i just read comics then he woke up and left i tried calling her home...she wasnt home...wonder where she went...but nvrm...i slept then woke and turned on the com...and yeah...i think thats all for today...

u noe...i realli like her...and i trust erics words that she likes me alot too...but shes too shy...i dunno...u noe some of my friend advice me to dump her cos she behaves this way??? well ok i must admit sometimes it irritates me and saddens me when shes like that...but such a stupid thing cant change my feelings rite...hehe...

hmm...........

ok...today was another 4 hrs of A maths in school...omg...what can i say...i realli loved the lesson again...i could do all of em correct (although with some difficulty) and it was like...i can do it!!! WOO HOOOO!!!...its great man...ms yong didnt pick on me today!!! i hope this goes on man...guess i should study more if i want it that way =P

then today...went home asap then go out with my bro...go buy stuff...i bought pegasus knights for my warhammer army...$43...then went to the heeren and went to HMV...me and my bro boguth some cd's...i bought a $58 cd...EXPENSIVE!!! and my bro bought 2 cd's...dunno how much but sure alot oso...then all that stuff alone is already 100+...then went on to takashimaya and went to Kinokuniya...man i love that place man...wadever book there is u can bet they have it...and oso got some jap chicks there...haha...kawaii ne? so anyways i bought 5 comic books worth $4.80 each and my bro bought a $50+ marvel comic book...wtf man...so altogther its around 200 already...so today ah...wow man...we realli spent a fucking bomb...time to save up again >_<

and then when i got home...ate...did all the crap...then i sat down and i tot about stuff...then i realise it seems that this reltionship is fading...seems im doing all the loving and she is like...too bz or doesnt realli care...y is it always me who has to do the work when it comes to gals...seems that all the gals i like are like that...

maybe i am just over-reacting cos she realli is too bz? i wanna talk to her about it...

homework? what about it???

alrite...so i was talking to siti today on the phone...and she was lecturing me the way i usually lecture her...what the hell...im supposed to do that not u siti!!

so she was telling me about not using the computer so much and doing my hw...an i was like...hmm...im a slacker...ill do my hw in the last possible time...=P...and whats more i was the one who lectured and her before and she refused to listen...lol...looks like siti has finally woken up...go siti go!!!

yar so i was thinking...have U done ur hw??? well i for one havent even done a single thing...thats rite...NOTHING!!! all the slackers with me here? im sure got some fellow slackers out there too...

so anyways today classes AS USUAL...........bio was not as interesting as i tot...the bacteria thing was like...ok...its just some spots growing...wadever...mainly doing worksheets *yawn* ...then next was A maths...ok...i tot it was going to be torture as usual...then its like...wtf...it was so easy! i was like...breezing through the questions! i even finished before wilson...is that something or what...and ms yong even *KINDA* praised me when i could do one of the questions on the board...but then it was kinda ruined when felicia spotted a small writing mistake >_< ...lol...nvrm...

and today i bought a new comic...a japanese manga called Kyo...wtf man...this book rox...theres bloody violence...theres hot chicks...theres funny stuff...very entertaining...joel if u read this u noe lah...u wanna read come on over and read k...=)

and to that gal i am still thinking of u =) ...missing u more then ever but i guess its not so bad now...i notice ur so bz these days...haiz...i guess u cant help it...thinking of u always k =D

lalala...

hmm...today...as usual total crap lessons...onli fun one was biology...cos of the fun practical we did...

the practical was to grow our own bacteria from wadever part of our body...i wonder how everyones bacteria will turn out tmrw...

eh...ill not write much about those lah...i actually felt kinda in a happy mood...then after i looked through some of my friends blogs i kinda got a little sad...then today i talking to TK...when we stopped talking for awhile i just stared into space...then when i went back to the 'real world' it was like...suddenly there was this feeling of sadness over something...but i couldnt find the source of it...so now its like...after eating my dinner and looking at other friends blogs i somehow feel a little...saddened again...its like not concerning my probs or affairs at all...it seems im just sad at my past?

haiz...well...today is a pretty dull day id say...didnt c or do anything special at all...oh well...tmrw's another day...

and btw...can u people who read put some kind of tag??? pls??? its like...just sitting there WAITING...i want more human emotions in this blog and u can help =)...bad or good or wadever just put lah...thanx

da freak is love sick...

hmm...well...not much happened in the past day...and...today oso..boring day...

yesterday...waited for her to come home so can talk to her...and when she did come home and use computer i was glad...but then its like...she didnt reply much...so its like...can tell something wrong...then later i found ou her dadscolding her and she cant use computer then hve to go...then im like....awwww maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!!!!!!!

then after that its like...time to sleep loh...nothing else to do...but then i couldnt sleep...kept thinking of her...well hard to say lah...thinking of her and the whole thing lah...then i just lay in bed...cannot sleep...until i just sms her sis and told her to pass msg say i realli miss her...haizzz...

then today...as usual...classes suck...like 80% of the whole maths lesson i was just sketching on my maths notes...so boring!!!...then english lesson...well...like LOADS of people nvr do the hw...i do but its like...total shit work...10 minutes do liao...actually i wouldnt have done if not for felicia...thanx felicia!!! i owe u one...

then after school...went home...then go out play badminton with ivan and joel...aiyah...its total crap man...might as well dont go...haiz...nvrm i stay home oso very sian...then after that go talk cock with them under void deck...then i go home...joel go take his badminton racquet from whitesands and ivan dunno where the hell he go...and nowwww....joel in my house and im typing this blog entry...woo hoo...how fun... (-_-)

and now...im still missing her...alot...haiz...i just want school to start again so i can go her class and have fun with the whole group...and most importantly to c her lah =P...

then now...shes still not online...havent talk to her in person for so so so SO long...onli managed to glance at her once just last friday but just for like...what...5 SECONDS?!?!?!...wtf....haizzzzz

lol...is this what they call love sick? i guess so... =P ...ok...yeah...fine...yar so paragal u reading this??? ur the cause of this ok...u better pay me back one day =PPPP

Back from camp...

aww maaaaaaan.....................IM TIRED!!!

well...i was at the IT camp...stayed over for a night...i became anwars' assistant somewhat cos he told me to do quite some stuff for him

well...on the day i stayed over with them...we had to go to litle india and take pictures for some presentation on the pictures we took and u noe...IT crap stuff...me and anwar didnt have to do anything realli...just make sure no one gets out of little india...that would suck alot c...well it was kinda boring...except for the food there...pretty good...in fact like 30+ of the campers went to one specific place and all ate prata and dosai...muahahaha...pretty noisy

then later when we got back...they had to take those photos and go to com lab 1 and prepare some presentation...ill skip that part lah...anwar was pretty pissed and sclod people...blah blah...while the campers were doing the presentation crap, me and the ex-co members of the CCA prepared the BBQ...

well...what can i say...the BBQ was pretty much 50 crazy IT campers eating everything in sight like assholes...and 3-5 'cookers' who buttered, turned over, and placed the food...and oh yeah...as well as tolerate hearing the sentence 'i want hot dog' and i want chicken' about 225 times?

there were 2 BBQ pits, i became the butter guy together with lester...then lester changed roles and he became the 'thong man' and gabriel took his place, splashing butter at everything on the pit itself...well...he did his job well...until he put too much butter till it accumilated and dripped to the fire...and started a chain reaction of flaming butter which became a freakin huge fire, burning EVERYTHING on one pit into crisp black carbon...good job gabriel...yes indeed -.-

after the BBQ...nothing much happened...pretty boring stuff...got wet by lester though...damn water fights...pretty much the most entertaining part from after the BBQ and before sleeping was talking to her on the phone...

then there was a lame 'fire drill' planned by anwar...he wanted shafique, sufyan(i dunno how to spell his name), syafi, yasin and me to be the ones leading this 'fire drill...but at 3.30 am...

basically...the 'fire drill' is just a name given to the campers, who were half-awake and toally grumpy when we woke them at 3.30 am, so that they would listen to us and go down to the quadrangle...and do some lame thing...which is actually...to blindfold them and lead them through some obstacle course...im sure u have heard of it rite...

but of course...they were damned grumpy and irritate at us and even more so when they realise its no fire drill but something else...well it was pretty funny - all of them looked like zombies...

well im tired cos WE - the ex-co people who organized this - were the ones who had to carry the chairs and tables...at 3.30 in the morning...and lead these people (all 45 of them) through the obstacles course...at first we were going slow...till the wanting of sleep kicked in and we started rushing them till the obstacle course would have as many as 4 people going through at once...and its a small obstacle course so people go jammed often...

and oso...i had to run from the 3rd story..down to the quadrangle...and run back up again...and then crawl down like a dead body...just cos someone locked his door and one damned sleepy ass was still asleep inside the classroom...

by the time the 'fire drill' was over it was 4.45...then i still had to call her as a special request wake up call at 5.15...so i just stayed awake for half-an-hr and called her at 5.15...even though i was freakin tired and needed sleep more then anything...oh well...thats love for u...=P

then went back to sleep...damn thunder storm woke me up...then had chem practical...total crap...didnt do much...didnt even pass up my work...i sneaked out...hehe...then rest of the day...eh..nothing much...got dismissed from camp then went home...slept...then turn on computer...and i think now..ill go back too sleep =)...

i still miss her...alot...maaaaan...i dunno...lol...

Another day in school (-.-)

ok...today...another day in school (-.-) what a pain...i was so tired...yawning and yawning...yesterday kinda slept late c...well its all wadever...lessons as usual...

i saw the IT camp...dang!...i didnt even noe it was starting today!!! well i can join them if i want...and i even got free lunch from them...woo hoo!...tmrw im staying with them for fun...well...more to have fun terrorizing them...especially at the night walk!!!...yes!!! ill make then cry for help...muahahahah....okok thats a little drama but u get the pic...

dammit...i miss her...haiz...i think thats all ill say about my love life for now...lol...are u reading this girl!?!?!? I MISS U!!! lol...okok...=D

i have rejoined the liege of boredom

maaaaan...im bored...yes..im damned bored...(-.-)...joel asked me if i wanted to go to the LOTR exibition (LOTR means Lord Of The Rings for u non-LOTR geeks)...and i couldnt go cos my right thigh hurts when i walk! well its kinda recovered now but i think too late to go by now...and tmrw is the last day! i realli wanna go >_< ...after all its like...a lifetime oppurtunity...after the exibition ends i doubt itll be here ever again...EVER!

so yar...and the damn comic shop!!! ARRR!!! Y ALWAYS NO STOCK!!! DAMN!!! i feel pissed somewhat...its like...no new comics to read! my computers' CD drive is SPOILT and its seriously malfunctioning!!! and my PS2 lens has BLOWN!!! I FEEL SO IRRITATED WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT!!! my dad wont buy a new ANYTHING till my O lvls are over but thats like...months away!!! i can take it no longer (>_<) arrr!!! if i want to play game i have to go play in the arcade which burns money like anything or i have to go my friend house and play but still...cant expect me to go my friends house all the time...this sux man...there better be new stock of comics soon...

whew...that was some major ranting wasnt it...muahahahaha...nvrm nvrm...

tmrw still got school...aww maaaaaan!!! suxors! and whats more its A maths remedial...omg...i dunno if i wanna go or not...drop or not..drop or not?!?!?! i think ill just go lah...though ms yong ah...wah liao...shes totally fucked up sometimes...haiz...tmrw must still tolerate (>_<)...

Bad shape!

arrrr!!!!...today i feel like crap (-.-) ...yesterday i painted and painted my warhammer figurines till my neck is aching...and from the badminton session with joel i still have an aching arm and ass!!!

...today i wake up and though the aches from the badminton session are tolerable my aching neck is multiplying the displeasure >_
then now im damn bored...feel like going out but dunno where to go -.- ...was painting my figurines again then my neck hurts like crap! dang -.- ...and tmrw i think im playing badminton with joel again...whew...hope i recover man..or else sure lose face ah...

and i kinda feel like asking someone out but then like...hmm...think better not lah...cos i think that person will be too uncomfortable...as in...feel very awkward...so ill c first bah...>_<...