Ponder

Ponder

am i in love again?

am i hiding this feeling?

am i scared of rejection?

am i realli confused or am i just running away?

am i simply scared things wont go the way i want?


am i a coward...?


p.s.: time will tell =)

BACK!!!

BACK!!!

dammit people...5 freakin days...of staying in perth, australia. FINALLY BACK!!! WOO HOO!!!.

now please people...dont get me wrong...i noe im lucky to go the perth and all. but dammit! the place onli has shopping and food! im a guy. i shop for say 2 day, and im DONE. 3 extra days? BOREDOM! theres no natural scenary, and everywhere its urban.

but at least theres a consolation. the girls there are freakin. hot.

i think its mainly the way they dress. they LOVE cloths which show thier figure. the cloths are like tight around thier body ya noe!!! not skin tight...but still gripping thier body. and they have the FIGURE to show for it dammit...*AHEM*...uh...i think ill stop =)

and ive bought some gifts for people...if u want'em then sms or call me dammit...im notur servant! ive bought for people like nurul, siti, ivan, ying hui, and chin fu.

note to felicia: im sorry feli but i could not find what u were looking for. SORRY!!! do NOT kill me.

p.s.: if u wanna go to aussie...DONT GO TO PERTH. GO TO MELBOURNE OR BRISBANE!

Drained

Drained

yesterday, i awoke at 8am in the morning, rather then my usual 11am. the reason was so as to do my medical checkup for my polytechnic. i went with ivan, joel and jeffrey. first, we went to tampines dbs to do have an appointment for the checkup, but apparently, the earliest date for checkup was on the 18th -.- . thus, we guys went to eastern clinic at bedok (or upper changi?) to do the checkup.

it took a faggin long time. by the time all of us were done with the waiting, and checkup, it was already say...2pm? blaaaargh. we guys chatted about what kinda gal we like...as in ya noe...which part of the body ull take note of. hehe. joel had nothing much to say...ill not disclose the rest as well =P. as for me, i said i look at the eyes and ass first hahahaha! but no matter how hot the gal is, if shes a bitch, no hotness can save her.

they then went to my house to kill time. blah blah blah. joel and jeffrey left after about an hour and later i left the house with my brother, ivan, and kenneth (my brother's friend). ivan went home, and the rest of us went to my brothers poly chalter thing.

two words: FUCKING. BORING.

my bro went back home from the chalet for awhile to bring some stuff over, so i followed. i met ivan along the way and we went back to the chalet. the chalet is nonsense i tell u. its so CRAPPY. so i left with ivan and we both wandered the whole of freakin pasir ris.

commence of wandering: 1am+

so we wandered around, talked crap, discussed on certain topics, about different kinds of people...all while trekking in the voids of the night.

time: 3am

then i got tired. so we went back to my house so i could sleep and he could take his own stuff home. so i unlocked the gates, and pushed the door open. but lo and behold! the door was BOLTED SHUT from the inside!!! and NO ONE WAS AWAKE.

so...about turn and more wandering -.-

we wandered off even farther now, till our words were slurred, our bodies slouching.
ill cut the crap. my 5am i decided to go back and wake my mom and let home.

tired man...just tired...awoke earlier today onli to barely sleep in darkness...

so now, my typing is sloppy and my eyes are burning...so i apologise if this was a crappy read. hehe.

p.s.: ivan is the THIGH MAN

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join it and continue using the other persons power along with
your own power against them. Aikido uses a system of
leverage, finger, wrist and arm locks to subdue their potential
attacker.

Students spend a great deal of time learning to fall and roll,
usually on padded mats. This is necessary as the practice of
aikido requires practitioners to be able to withstand various types
of throws, sweeps and takedowns.

Typically, after a couple of years of training, students of aikido
are able to defend themselves from various type of open handed and
weapon attacks.

Watching a skilled Aikido student can be beautiful. It seems so
effortless in their maneuvers that they are able to send their
would be attacker flying in different directions.

p.s.: just a detailed description of aikido =P

Aikido

Aikido

on the 31st of march, a thursday, i went for my first aikido lesson...

aikido, for those of u who dont noe, is a type of martial arts, based on countering movements of an opponent using his own force. it involves some footwork and coordination.

the venue was the community centre, 8pm, at the basketball court. when i reached there, mat's were already laid on the floor and a number of people, about 30, were in thier aikido 'gi' (the uniform). i, being one of the newcomers, wore my typical t-shirt and pants. i was the onli one who didnt wear something that covered my whole leg.

the feeling of being a newcomer was a little awkward at first, as i didnt noe what to do. i was told to follow the rest first, which i did. we bowed to the picture of the founder of aikido, and we did some warm up. in case u didnt noe, i had went to the gym 2 days earlier from that thursday. i was already aching as my body had not recovered, esp my abdominal muscles. but there was no excuse when doing warm up...i was totally struggling when doing the warm up, didnt even do any aikido thing yet!

by the end of just the warm up, i was sweating, and panting. i wasnt ready to go there! damn i tot...shouldnt have gone to the gym!

however, after the warm up, the newcomers were separted from the rest. there were 5 newcomers including me. the oldest being a 37 year old man, followed by me, then a sec 1 malay girl, a primary 5 malay boy, and lastly, a very young malay boy whose age i still have not found out.

one of the intructors tutored us from then on, separately from the rest.

we learned how to forward roll, backward roll, do different stances, switching between these stances, falling down safely from a fall, and how to do a basic throw by utilising the stances we had just learned.

we had to roll and roll and roll over and over to get used to it. 4 times forward then 4 times backward. being thrown by people and rolling safely away. it was realli interesting though it was very physical! the whole of my back is aching now, even my shoulders, arms and thighs. the worst of all is my abdominal muscle!! even sneezing hurts!!! dammit!

and i was a little disapoint...cos there werent ANY CHIO BU'S AT ALL!!! >_< blaaargh! onli one lone gal for the young adults class and she isnt even pretty or anything. hahaha, i sound totally despo.

anyways, my friends, im going to australia soon! going to perth to visit my sister and just relax. too bad not going to melbourne or i might c the bitch again! hahaha! ill be gone for about 5 days i think...from the 14th of april

p.s.: i wanna go back to siglap again!!! hahaha! feel the urge of seeing my juniors...wonder how they are doing.

By Request

By Request

due to numerous requests to stop being a lazy ass and update this blog, i am now typing this entry...its been a long time since ive blogged eh?

im now waiting for school to start again. dammit! y does school start on 23 may?!?! i want it to start EARLIER! i wanna meet more people, or actually...GIRLS! bwahaha! now im no longer say...deprived of female company. ive gotten used to it...
and now for some strange reason more people are saying im a 'nice guy' and should have no problem getting a gf (-.-). what the hell. its kinda creepy ya noe...cos i dont c myself as someone most people would bother about. sure i may be a 'nice guy' i guess but its no big deal. people still dont care much.

i think im gaining weight! geez...no more P.E. in school is taking its toll. ive gained a FULL KG!!! WOW! hahaha! no big deal but this may just be the start...

most of the people i noe are going to temasek polytechnic. guess ill still be seeing some familier faces. siti is going to nyp. geez...ill miss her to bits. im actually kinda worried for her...shes not good at making good friends. will she get lost going there?! will she be all alone?!?! goodness im like some worried parent. u better be thankful siti!!! theres a sucker always looking out for u (-.-)

p.s.: PLS LET THERE BE HOT CHICKS MY COURSE! =P

Emotions

Emotions

after a long time away from this blog, i finally wanna update it again.

the reason im updating now is because, these few days, i feel so overcome by my emotions. like, i will feel sad for things that dont realli concern me, i will help people even though its out of my way. i just feel like i want to love everyone i can! just...to be a TRUE friend when someone needs it.

after all this time, during these holidays...is it because of time away from school? or is it just me? i dunno...but i do noe now, the importance and value of your companians...

i went to school today for the CNY performance.

ill skip the shit in the morning. i didnt watch the performance in the hall. but what i did c, was my juniors, the main reason y i still love the school.

i dunno how to say it. these juniors are just...so damn freakin important to me. its not like i NEED them or DEPEND on them. i just REALLI LOVE THEM. i feel so attached to them. to the point like i want thier recognition? i dunno. i feel like of all my friends, i like my juniors in school the most...even though in truth my group of 'brothers' have far more value and we are more bonded, we guys are still, in essence, GUYS. the love we share is more the rough and gruff kind.

its hard to explain, but perhaps, some people may understand what i mean.

anyways, later after the performance, i went with kun, yh, paul, andy, jy, khadijah and sharon to whitesands. we ate canadian pizza. we even gambled after the food! now i think of it, thank goodness no police came or else that would have been trouble.

later, we went to orchard, without kun and paul. i have nothing much to say here. but what i did notice was that, jerreme realli hasnt changed. he claims he has changed, but in truth, it is onli in the minimal. he is still the childish fem-obsessed moron i noe though slightly more 'controlled'. lol kkk.

another thing i noticed was, now sharon was so much more...'loose' then before. she was no longer serious and stiff. she could joke around and have fun so much better then before. it was then that i realised, she was indeed, a beautiful gal. i nvr tot that, even when many said she was pretty last yr. i had tot she had changed, becoming more 'beautiful' then before, but now i noe it was simply me. the mental liking of a person does indeed play a big part in things.

p.s.: i need someone to talk to and share my tots with!!! girls truly are more gentle...

Deprived

Deprived

im feeling realllliii deprived of...

FEMALE COMPANY!!!

omg...i sound like a freakin old pervo...but i realli am feeling that way...
its like, whenever im out, i CANT STOP LOOKING AT PRETTY GALS!!! this is a baaaad sign that i do need females...now i noe how guys in boy schools feel like...

its not as if i didnt look at pretty gals before, but now i feel that i am overdoing it...like as if i just cant control my eyes! i used to be not so bothered about gals i just c, but now its like im getting more and more 'observant' (hope i didnt sound too much like a despo)

anyways, i wanna get a job...very soon...im getting tired of rotting in my current state...all i do is stay home and once in a while i go out but thats IT!

i need something to do! and whats more, i realli have to meet more people (actually, more of girls)

im quite disguested at myself...lol...am i like some psycho guy who NEEDS GALS AROUND so much? urgh...nvrm as long as i dont behave like a desperate asshole (behavior i deem as intolerable)

p.s.: yes...i am a sick ass... >_<

Say my farewells

Say my farewells

grad nite is over...in fact it was over a few days ago, ive been slacking...i actually didnt feel like updating but when i saw my other friends blogs about grad nite, my emotions activated and thus...

grad nite was fun...i was realli looking forward to the tribute part but then i realise, it was onli for sec 5! where are the sec 4's...its disapointing cos while i felt sad about leaving, it felt like we sec 4's were kinda left out...

but it wasnt such a bummer...in the end i had lots of fun going around the ballroom, taking photos with everyone. it was realli run just snapping pics with all my dear friends, those who i had spent 4 yrs with, suffering and living and enjoying in the same school...i didnt even mind the endless flashing and temporary blindness

i have to say the most ravishing individuals present in the ballroom were sharon and chu hue...when i first saw them i was shocked...jerreme kept sayng to us 'OMG SHARON IS HOOOOTTTTT!!!' cos he and me saw her entering...and damn id have to agree with him...wahaha!...

my onli regret was that i didnt take photos with ruiwen, kai lin, and ching ling...none of them seemed to have a camera and i too didnt have...i have fond memories of those 3 especially in sec 2...but when i couldnt take photos with them in the end, it was kind of a aching feeling...

in the end, at the end of grad nite, the heavy thumping music start, and whao!...the wild people started to shake thier booties! adrena's skirt is WAYYYYY too short for her to be dancing like that *I COULD ALMOST SEEEEE!!!!* >_<...lol kkk *pervo*

after while though, it was time to leave with my bros but the feelings of leaving (for me at least) was heartwrenching! stepping out of the ballroom one final time, was painful and i didnt wanna get out but in the end...i did. with one step out, and a final look at the still raving dancers, teachers, and everyone else, i bid my secondary school life adieu, and walked with my head held high and my heart held low. it was such an empty feeling.

but in the end, i enjoyed myself thoroughly

p.s.: i shall nvr forget my 4 yrs here...cheers to our new life!

wtfomgbbq!!!!!!!!!!11111one!!!111hundredandeleven!!!111

wtfomgbbq!!!!!!!!!!!111111one!!!onehundredandeleven!!!111

ok...long time since i update...and...this is probrably the last time i will update till after my o lvls...

i shall say now...that my results for prelims suxorz...i total of 33 for L1R4 and 42 for L1R5...are those numbers 'divine' or what? well im aiming for a low 19 points for the O's (L1R4) and im still waaaaay far from that target...

study study study...everyone who treats me as a friend...pls start studying...lets c each other next yr with smiling faces. even a slacker like me is studying now...onli about 1 month more...

theres nothing much to say now...as mr wee said...drop ur social life to score well...and i think he is rite...rite now everything is secondary...haiz...i cant wait for the exams to be over!!!

well...nothing much to put here...just tough out out for 2 more months people!!! 2 more months and we are home free...!!!

p.s.: if theres ever a subject that deserves the title 'Tough Biatch' its got to be A maths...

uneasy

uneasy

i just read her online diary...its kind of disturbing...

after reading my bros' (not my blood bro) and hers' online diary, i am getting a feeling that...there is something deeper to them...

i think that my bro actually develpoed some feelings for her...(well...something like that lah)...during the past few days, but seems like he forsook his feelings to study and not to hurt anyone...

and as for her...it seems she cant decide between the 2 of us cos we both have such concern for her...she even said that if one of us dont treat her well, she will go to the other one...that realli disturbed me...i can onli hope she is not serious or wasnt in her rite mind...

i am quite sure of these 'assumptions'...while some people may say its just assumptions...my so called assumptions are usually true...

i do not noe what to think of this event...on one side i feel that im glad my bro forsook his feelings but on the other hand...isnt me being this way kind of...selfish and posessive...i do not noe...

as for her...i have always felt that she simply cant decide on matters of the heart and that she falls for guys easily...i was even told by another bro to be wary of such a thing...in fact, i was aware of this all along...but...perhaps i tot it wouldnt be such a big deal

lol...in the end wadever i said may just be all speculation...oh well...

thoughts of a paranoid

p.s.: my heart is troubled but still intact. hope someone understands

*EDIT*

ok...i just talked to her...and i feel much better now...wadever i said pre to this edit doesnt apply to me anymore...lol...

anyways...i tot id update on more stuff lah...after all its like...boring writing such a short entry...

well ok...prelims are coming soon...and woo hoo...I AM READY FOR A.MATHS!!! BRING IT ON MS D. YONGSTER!!!

alriiiite...anyways...i havent studied for anything else other then A,maths so i am a little screwed indeed...the science practicals are coming soon and i dunno where the fuck is my chemistry lab notes...u noe the one which tells u what the results indicate...so i am a little worried

and i just read nurul's latest entry...she was talking about love...

well...love...to me love is the single greatest mystery...its like...the purpose of our lives are all about love...nurul said that she didnt realli feel love, not much even from family...but isnt there a love between friends? to me, how a person is depends on the love the parents give...up until one is totally independent of them. then friends come next when a person can think independently for oneself (for most people this is when one nears sec 1). friends are the secondary guide that moulds a person. then the 3rd is the sexual love...love between a male and a female (or otherwise...*AHEM*)...this sexual love however, cannot be predeicted as to when one feels it as everyone is different...of course, as im a religious person...i believe the love that nvr leaves us is God's love...but the love that affects us MOST is the love felt by other mortals (at least to me)...

love is so random and unpredictable...thats y us humans too are so...strange and wierd...all because of the love we recieve...in case any of u didnt noe, u are onli who u are now by mainly (1) the love u recieve and (2) EVERY SINGLE THING U SENSE and to a much lesser extent is (3) our genes from our parents...

i think ill blabber one more about this in my next entry...gtg now...

p.s.: embrace love and u too shall be embraced by it...

time at end of edit - 2042 hrs

close shop

close shop

ok im not gonna update for a looooong time...cos prelims are coming

sorry to all those who care...

before i leave...ill tpye all the stuff i wanna type

memories are sad to remember,yet nice to reminescience...y do we wish to hold on to them? cos we are part of these memories. lets keep going on with these memories, cos they hold together u and me. i love all these people, no matter how bad they are, how they treat me. deep down in my heart i would not want to hurt them. y do i behave this way? y do i sometimes wish i wouldnt be so nice? is this normal? is this a sign of weakness? all these questions when will they be answered. y am i abused by those i care for, looked down upon by an equal, not being shown any compassion when i should be. should i let this seed of hate plant itself? or should i forsake my being for another? is there realli a reward for me if i do good. then suddenly i realise im not thinking of the reward...the reawrd is recieved when i noe ive done the rite thing.

a note to all those who are unkind, narrow minded, harsh, intolerant: y are u so unwise and foolish...cant u c u make people despise u...cant u c ur friends struggle to protect ur name. think and understand ur fellow man. everthing is not about u. u are not the best. u are not the highest. so dont behave like u are or the true highest will strike u down and keep u in your place. u are just another person, not higher nor lower so y not bahave that way...

yes im feeling irritated, agitated, fustrated. but theres nothing i can do. wantin to strike yet not wanting to. then tension strains.

stop putting ur fake acts. ur not smart. ur not intelligent. ur not great. ur not high. noe ur place.

this whole entry is just a way to vent myself. so let me be. dont ask me y i typed this.

p.s.: no matter what i still love u...u noe who u are =)

out loving

out loving

ok...today, i went out with my gf to watch a movie, twins effect 2. how about i write a review?

alriiiite...twins effect 2 on the whole is not that bad...its about this polite and nice guy who, while appears to be some lowly peasent guy, is in actual fact a KING. and what the hell even his sword is named Excaliber(cough*RIP-OFF*cough)...and basically he is the one who frees the kingdom from oppresion...go find the rest of the story by urself...bahahaha...theres lots of fighting and quite alot of romance going on as well...though the love between the characters is always 'assisted' by these unexpected events...for me, the moral of the movie is that love is nvr a straight path, its the twists and turns that make love that way it is...or maybe im just wierd? meh...i give it a 3 out of 5...

anyways...before i saw the movie, i met siti and gang + charles and j.lo and the 2 "via's" (silVIA and erVIA) and sharon (who else i missed out i dont care) at the tampinese mrt control station...well the moment i saw them i went over to say hi of course...then what the hell!!! siti was like...'hey victor where u going huh? going on a date izzit? with whooooooo???'...so i replied 'errr...just a friend!!!'...which was of course rebuted by not onli siti but like 3 other voices? argh!!! gossip queens they are!!!

so i just said bye to them cos they were going to board the train to wherever...and the moment i turned around to continue my wait for her she was rite there behind me! she had in fact saw me appraoching siti and gang and had stayed away from view for awhile...thank goodness she did that or who noes what those gossip queens would have said!!! she was wearing a black dress (kinda) and she looked great...

so yar...we went and sat somewhere, passed the time, then went to c the movie...

after the movie, we walked around and found a place to sit, then we talked for 2 hrs from 3.30pm to 5.30pm...just talked and talked about stuff...then she had to leave...oh well...had a great time with her...yeah!

when she left i went to west plaza and played Halo on Xbox...greatest shooting game ive played yet though i think Doom 3 should be better now...

then ivan asked me if i wanted to watch Alien vs. Predator with him and joel...and as much as i wanted to watch i COULDNT...its my parents lah...so particular about going out...haiz!!! i think ill go watch the movie alone next saturday for fun...

oh btw...physics today was difficult...i think 1/2 the class will fail...kudos to the class! and im surely on of the failures...damned

p.s.: i have a bad feeling im gonna flunk my prelims...urgh!!!

orals...

orals...

ok...today i did my orals...woah i was realli nervous before the orals...but then...wtf...we guys who were taking the orals had to wait SO FREAKIN LONG for each person that by the time it was my turn, i was too bored to be nervous anymore...and the examiners took such a long time for each person that apart from the one talking to the examiners, there were 2 people still in the waiting list, and 1 more just starting to c the oral picture...

so finally, after a long time, i was called upon by the examiners, who were 2 ladies in thier 20's...they were quite friendly and onli one of them talked (she had a british accent).

and so i started...and ended...

the whole thing was OK i guess...did 3 minor mistakes for the reading, and i dont think i read that clearly...haiz...for the picture, i at first describe lots of stuff and explained by tots to them...i said quite alot....until i an out of ideas...and ended up saying 'umm...uhhhh....errrr'...so of course, the lady asked me stuff...she asked me about 3 questions for the picture...in which is said more stuff for each...then came to conversation...i dare say the conversation went pretty well...of the 3 parts the conversation was the easiest for me...just relax and speak your mind...nothing is wrong as long as its not out of point...

then, after the whole oral thing, went to jerreme's b.day thing...its was pathetic lah actually...me going there just made jerreme look bad cos he was like onli despo to go with gals and he was so lame while i was reprimanding his behavior to gals...and chu hue seemed to be like looking down on him...then even make fun of him say when it was HER b.day she treated all her friends...so it was like a super hint saying he is a pathetic ass...bahahahaha!

then i was like...non-stop making the gals laugh...sharon was surprisingly laughing quite alot towards the jokes...anyways we waited for sarah and then went to pastamania to eat pasta (duh)...jerreme sat oppostie sarah and i sat opposite sharon. chu was was sitting at sharons side...i ate tuna and bacon pasta...it was delish...though i ate too fast...cos it was like...sharon and me had to bend down to eat our pasta so it wouldnt go all over the place, and it was like...pretty awkward/wierd? hard to explain lah...then after i ate finished i faced jerreme and told him 'i ate too fast...but i was feeling uneasy so i wanted to finish quick'...

well after those words i turned back and sharon tilted her head down and smiled meekly to herself (as in the type of smile where a gal smiles with lips closed in a shy manner)!!! i was shocked to c her in that kind of 'shy' expression...cos she must have also felta little uneasy...hahahahah! so it was fun cos of the gals...esp sharon, but no i dont have feelings for her ok...lol...i am a loyal lover...hehehe

p.s.: I HAVEEE TOOOO STUDDDDYYYYYYYYYYY!!! I AM TOTALLY LAGGING!!!!
p.p.s.: always thinking of my dear gf...*sheepish smile*

i am feeling to heat...

i am feeling the heat...

ok...today was the release of the O lvl results for mother tongue...and well, some people cried, some of them my good friends...

most people didnt cry cos they got bad results, most people cried cos they got OK results but still NOT-SO-OK to them cos they want higher grades...
but thennnn fortunately for me and ivan, we didnt need to feel nervous/anxious/scared cos we both take chinese syllabus 'B' (easier chinese for u young/stupid people...)

so basically i was like...prtty heck care about the results cos u noe...IM not getting them...y should I care...(u noe what i mean rite people?)

but it wasnt until i tot about how close the orals are that i got worried...its like...what if i screw up my orals...then isnt the wasted FOREVER? what if i screw up my maths, and sci? am i gonna end up crying too?

so now...im a littttle worried...maybe time to start studying huh...

uh...anyways i played badminton with joel as usual today...and i pretty much SUCKED!!! ergh!!! today is totally not good...i dunno y!!! keep missing, keep hitting out...dunno if its cos of this stiff neck (which is freakin pain actually) or cos im just plain tired?

aahhh...nvrm...

p.s.: anyone willing to study maths after school? totally need to revise...

AN ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

AN ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

so uh...I AM NOT OBSESSED WITH BREASTS!!! >_<

so who believes me? (i am doubtful considering my 'friends'...urgh...)

p.s.: anyone? lol...

boredom ensues...

boredom ensues...

y do the holidays have to end so soon...its not enough...haiz...

well today is singapores national day...the day when malaysians are jealous of our parade, the day when $100k is blown on fireworks, the day when when freakin elite marchers stut thier stuff and the day when overplayed national songs are sung over, and over, and over...

*as per norm*

so nothing much happened today...my body is aching from going to the gym yesterday...tmrw i have A maths classes...9 to 12...wtf? y is my class so SLOW!!! argh!!! cant we go faster...i wish we could but apparently some people dont intake stuff fast enough...haiz! but A.maths is pretty fun now cos i can understand and do stuff (AT LAST).

and um...i feel theres more to say...but then...theres oso nothing left to be said...i am not sure y...

oh btw ive had this nick in my msn for awhile...i found it particularly interesting...
'your pain is my pleasure, so come...BLEED FOR ME!!!'
lol...yes it sounds sick no doubt but i like it...

p.s.: breasts are baby feeders! not sex toys! >_<

ndp EH!

ndp Eh!

ok! so lets c...today was the school celebration of national day! i tot it would pretty much suck but hey actually it was pretty good!

ok first is the as-per-norm marching routine...and after that is the cheerleading...ok although the cheerleading wasnt particularly good but dang there was a certain chinese gal...and since the cheerleaders were wearing PARTICULARLY tight shirts *v-neck to be precise* , i simply could not help but look at the CURVATURES of that chinese girl! yes people...i noe i sound like a damned pervert but u noe IM A GUY!!! SPARE ME!!! ITS IN MY BLOOD! so yeah...teH HOTZ0RZ! (or otherwise...DAMNED HOT!)

then later we went to the hall, watched the performance. u noe what this yrs performance was pretty good u noe...yeah...esp the dancing! (no thanx to charmaine though. slut factor UP!) mr tharmen and the malay guys were very entertaining indeed. then there was the 'most innovative way to wear ur skarf' competition...well what the hell...there was this guy wearing it covering his face and head like some terrorist...and he introduced himself and OSAMA BIN LADEN. well done man...funniest shit yet...esp when he stabbed mr tharmen with a pen...damned funny!

then ok i think thats all...went to ying hui house...and dammit HE READ THE MSGS CONCERNING ME AND THAT GIRL!!! >_<

and ok...i had this problem about xixiang, to so called 'officiate' that we no longer like each other...people who nvr experience this wont noe what i mean lah. so anyways, i had this prob of telling her cos u noe its pretty awkward...but joel told me that she wrote in her blog that SHE LIKES ANOTHER GUY! so i was like...YES! WOO HOO! GREAT! hahaha! now i dont have to deal with her anymore! yeah...!

so yar...basically thats it...still so loving that certain girl...hahaha! she is so gorgeous/cute/pretty in my eyes...shes hot...hahaha okok i wont talk nonsense! >_<

p.s.: nurul and feli, if u still wanna noe who she is i might be more willin to tell u now...hehehe i dunno just feel more open about it

FUN DAY!!!

FUN DAY!!!

alriteee!!! today i remember clearly...lets begin!!!

ok so i woke up for school, didnt study for e.maths pract exam AT ALL but too late anyways so i fuck care...i went to school realli early together with feli in the bus, but i just made fun of her all the way basically even till school...irritated her till she dont wanna talk to me...muahahahah

so after some crapping around all of us went to the hall to proceed with the exam, and my goodness we had to yet so long in the hall before the exam started cos there are some other students from 4E who are taking 'o' lvl exam e.maths too...so wadever, just did the paper...

well what can i say...the paper was freakin damn easy!!! mr kek realli went easy on us this time cos i even had loads of free time (1/2 hr) to check my work and almost all of the questions were pretty simple...but towards the end of the exam, thanx to the milk AND coffee i drunk in the morning, my bladder was seriously about to explode. so what i tried shaking it off, holding it in...for actually about 1.5 hrs already before i couldnt take it anymore...mr kek was kind and let me go put out the fire

then after the freakin easy paper, i went with fukun, ying hui, thomas, j.chan, and rohaizad to whitesands and eash of us ate a morning meal...its great having a meal with good friend...but still pretty wadever lah...muahahaha

then after all of THAT i went home...and waited...in anticipation to go out with 'HER' (not xi xiang and no im not gonna tell ANYONE OF U). yeah i went to the beach with her...man she is gorgeous in my eyes...ok i will SPARE THE DETAILS!!! lol....no more!!! but i had a greaaaat time with 'her'...

so yeah mainly today was great cos of a certain gal...ahahaa...i just couldnt resist not mentioning her in my blog...hehehe

ps: pls refrain from bugging me about who the gal is...it would save me the energy of telling u to leave me alone =)

drag...

drag...

 

ok...so i havent blogged in a long time...what can i say, its been boring these days ok...and im too lazy to type whats been happening...

 

so lets c...i have nothing much to type cos i cant remember much id like to say...ill just start with today non?

 

TODAY

 

ok...today was rahman's b.day...and what the hell, some of my classmates bought him track shoes! hahaha! well he deserves it cos hes excellent in running...yeap...rahman is realli liked by the 'noisy' people of the class.

 

then...after school still got fucked up SS remedial...t'was so boring!!!...didnt bother doing anything...and after THAT, fabian smeared cake onto rahman's face and later, anyone within reach of him...i of course, not wanting to be stained, quickly left in haste in the opposite direction of the chaos and luckily, i escaped unharmed...

 

so i ended up helping the history students to set up this 'THING' in the library...go check it out urself people...ITS REALLI WORK SEEING COS THERE ARE BABY PICS OF TEACHERS. however, to my disapointment, there wasnt any dorris yong or sarala rajan pictures!!! SADNESS!!

 

oh well...anyways tmrw is maths pract exam, wtf? lets fail together!!! woo hoo!!