Avoid

yesterday night i somehow got in an arguement with a friend of mine when talking thought MSN.

a girl. whom i must admit, i think i like. abit.

examining my conduct and words when it was near end of the argument, i realised it was due to me asking questions i normally wouldnt ask, and behaving in a way i normally never would.

i was too bothered and too analytical of the situation when with her.

and its terrible but i cant help it.

its realli the same as another past incident i had with another girl.



the pattern is.

• its always with a girl i like.
• its always at night. (strange)
• i start feeling tense without noticing.
• i start being realli analytical on casual stuff.
• i may ask wierd questions.
• i may state things i normally never would.

sometimes the rest remedy to a difficult situation is to take some time away from it.

i need some time away from unstable emotions.

in fact, i think from now on ill be extra careful about situations where chats can lead to discussions, debates and the eventual argue.

i realli dunno what to say ah. its damn terrible.

so i chose to avoid talking to her altogether.



while many of you might think 'NO dont avoid/run away! Itll lead to more problems!'

well trust me on this one guys. this time, avoiding is the key.



Edit update 11pm 29 sept: actually, avoiding might not be the key. doh. >_<