Finally, now i can rest.

pass few days have been super freakin stress.

almost no sleep for a few days.

ive recovered already i guess.

but i feel pretty empty inside.

its strange being so free.

and not only that, now thats its all over, i have more time to dwell on...subjects that i find quite painful at times.

hopefully the feeling will fade off. cos i dont think theres anything i can do about it. or maybe i dont have the movitation to do so.


today i went back to school. to play basketball. but of course, took some time for that. we PID people had fun in the studio first with authentic TABLE PING PONG.

thats rite folks, u can onli find it in the PID studios cos no other studio has such cool tables and such fine-ass layout.

but i didnt play much.

why?

because truth be told, i was laying my ass in the IMD studio.

probrably because i was bored staying in the Pid studio and so decided to see who still doing work in IMD.

the only people i usually go to visit the place for are jasmine and rika. cos they are freakin amusing. total jap fanatics. of course, theres abby. but things get quiet sometimes and i dont realli like that feeling around her.

so i went to play basketball with my brethren.

all like mad people anyhow throwing balls. it was a funny sight to behold.

i merely sat there with my white umbrella i left at school opened up, to shade me from the scorching heat.

cute doreen soon joined me under the shade. well i dont blame her. it was flippin hot and she was playing with a mini skirt on and black top. not a very good combination.

then went off to play badminton. but damn! the hall fagging hall FILLED with tables and chairs for exams.

so i just went home. was pretty damn sian lah.

maybe it was all those freakin sentimental songs in my mp3 player.

as night came, that sickening sense of extreme lonliness that comes every few weeks once again came back to haunt me. damn! it gets so bad i dont noe what to do.

siti is busy. so i dont wanna disturb her.

theres no one else i would like to turn to. theres no one i feel as comfortable with. nurul comes close though. maybe ill call her.

gets me down.