To find joy in
Longing and Loneliness.
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I once stated before a fact, though I do not think many of my friends know, that I enjoy the bits of sorrow in life that come and go.
It is odd in a way, how it does feel rather "emo" and depressing, and yet, I feel a certain belonging to it. I cannot describe it; it is rather like a love-hate relationship.
I sometimes wish I could be rid of it and perhaps feel more numb for sometimes, emotions can be so overwhelming. At the same time, I feel like I could barely want it to leave me for it is this intensity that gives life.
In the mean time, I try to suppress these emotions. They just do not help now and in fact they kind of hurt.
To be a hallowed shell. It is such a sin of wasting what is given to me, but I can barely stand it now.
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