I am really tired of caring about people who wouldnt bother giving me even half of that concern back.

Really, i am sick of it.



Always having to start a conversation,

Always having one sided conversation of experiences,

Always having to ask before im told anything.



It makes me feel like im just not needed.

Why do i always have to give a fuck.

Sometimes it really does suck having a conscience.

Riddle

Heres a riddle for all of you out there.



The Pope has it but he does not use it.
Your father has it but your mother uses it.
Nuns do not need it.
Your lady friend's husband has it and she uses it.

What is it?



For the answer, highlight in between the asteriks



*A Last Name*



i think its quite smart =)

Male Bitching

The following is a conversation between my good friend who shall be indentified as ANON. Cool name right. Basically, its me and him bitching about our dear boss.

All names except mind are edited. All emails cencored too!


Session Start: Monday, May 14, 2007
Arch...3 more working days, BIATCH!... (xxxxxxxxxxx@hotmail.com)
ANON (xxx@hotmail.com)

(7:35 PM) Arch:
hello boy
(7:35 PM) ANON:
yes boy
(7:35 PM) Arch:
today i went for the furniture talk
(7:35 PM) Arch:
and i sat next to bacus
(7:35 PM) Arch:
ahaha
(7:36 PM) Arch:
and *** (cencored) and the rest saw him oso
(7:36 PM) Arch:
and they all say he look like china man
(7:36 PM) Arch:
HAHAHA
(7:36 PM) ANON:
lol
(7:36 PM) ANON:
kns
(7:36 PM) Arch:
and *** say he looks like those very miser and pathetic guy
(7:36 PM) ANON:
LOL!
(7:36 PM) Arch:
DVD (also name edited) say her impression of him not so good now LOL
(7:37 PM) ANON:
LoL
(7:37 PM) ANON:
how come
(7:37 PM) Arch:
cos she always thought he is the tall and more manly type
(7:37 PM) Arch:
but in the end he like those very pathetic fella
(7:37 PM) Arch:
LOL
(7:37 PM) Arch:
not charming or wadever
(7:38 PM) Arch:
what they say all made me laugh alot ah
(7:38 PM) Arch:
but good lah, they see him then they dont like him
(7:38 PM) Arch:
lol
(7:39 PM) ANON:
LOl
(7:39 PM) ANON:
they pressed him down damn fast
(7:40 PM) ANON:
LoL
(7:40 PM) Arch:
HAHA
(7:40 PM) Arch:
i never say anything bad eh
(7:40 PM) Arch:
is thier own impression
(7:40 PM) Arch:
but what *** say about him is true
(7:40 PM) Arch:
haha
(7:40 PM) Arch:
eh btw
(7:40 PM) Arch:
he sitting next to jarrod lim
(7:40 PM) Arch:
and both of them all the way like making fun of people ah
(7:41 PM) Arch:
and *** say he can hear bacus and jarrod talking behind people back
(7:41 PM) Arch:
cos he sit in front of them
(7:48 PM) ANON:
lol
(7:49 PM) Arch:
and bacus say
(7:49 PM) Arch:
tp designers all useless
(7:49 PM) Arch:
lol
(7:49 PM) Arch:
*** heard
(7:53 PM)
Arch...3 more working days, BIATCH!... has changed his/her name to "Arch...some cheena looking foo'..."
(7:53 PM) ANON:
LoL
(7:53 PM) ANON:
isnt him one of them
(7:53 PM) ANON:
LOL
(7:53 PM) ANON:
haiz, finally he admit himself useless liao
(7:53 PM) ANON:
lOl
(7:54 PM) Arch:
lol
(7:54 PM) Arch:
but he never tell us eh
(7:54 PM) Arch:
he whispering to jarrod
(7:54 PM) Arch:
only *** heard
(7:54 PM) Arch:
i next to him oso didnt hear
(7:54 PM) Arch:
probably cos they leaning forward when talking
(7:56 PM) ANON:
lOl
(7:56 PM) ANON:
gay
(7:56 PM) Arch:
yeah lah
(7:56 PM) Arch:
so cos of that *** got VERY BAD impression of him
(7:56 PM) Arch:
LOL
(7:57 PM) ANON:
LOL
(7:57 PM) ANON:
who wouldnt
(7:57 PM) ANON:
see
(7:57 PM) ANON:
all along say him weird is correct
(7:57 PM) Arch:
hahahaa
(7:57 PM) Arch:
HAHAHA
(7:57 PM) ANON:
just feel he is weird. kinda eccentric lah
(7:57 PM) Arch:
i was telling ***, after hearing all thier comment, i can rightfully say all the bad things already, cos actually i hold back cos dont want to give them too bad an impression of bacus
(7:58 PM) ANON:
LOL
(7:58 PM) ANON:
no need to hold back one lah
(7:59 PM) Arch:
HAHA
(7:59 PM) ANON:
intuition tells you is bad means correct one
(7:59 PM) Arch:
i was telling *** CONFIRM you will say that HAHAHAA
(7:59 PM) Arch:
i know he is jiat lat
(7:59 PM) ANON:
like me. WEIRD AND ECCENTRIC
(7:59 PM) Arch:
but i dont want to give *** and DVD an impression from my words, i want them to see for themself
(7:59 PM) Arch:
lol
(7:59 PM) ANON:
LoL
(7:59 PM) Arch:
i think wierd and eccentric not good enough
(7:59 PM) Arch:
i feel he is unprofessional and not boss like
(8:00 PM) Arch:
like an auntie
(8:00 PM) Arch:
talk too much cock
(8:00 PM) ANON:
yaa
(8:00 PM) Arch:
look down on people
(8:00 PM) Arch:
never guide us
(8:00 PM) Arch:
talk behind people back
(8:00 PM) Arch:
MISER
(8:00 PM) ANON:
the very starting, working a few times felt boring already
(8:00 PM) ANON:
cannot even work together
(8:00 PM) Arch:
lol
(8:01 PM) ANON:
hear that we working together when he away. face change
(8:01 PM) ANON:
ku ku sia
(8:01 PM) Arch:
lol
(8:01 PM) ANON:
all along i only trying my best to please him
(8:01 PM) Arch:
you know why anot
(8:01 PM) ANON:
kns
(8:01 PM) Arch:
MUST BE COS
(8:01 PM) Arch:
must be cos
(8:01 PM) Arch:
he dont want to pay us more
(8:01 PM) Arch:
we turn up during those days he have to pay
(8:01 PM) Arch:
so he of course turn face
(8:01 PM) ANON:
give out all my best then still kena nag by him
(8:02 PM) ANON:
then thats very niao of him
(8:02 PM) Arch:
thats what i think ah...no other reason what...
(8:02 PM) Arch:
LOL
(8:02 PM) ANON:
if his company is doing well. got regconition some more
(8:02 PM) ANON:
420 plus plus
(8:02 PM) Arch:
his company regocnition is not high you know
(8:02 PM) Arch:
thats what i believe
(8:03 PM) ANON:
machiam give liao one painting in the gallery will suddenly vanished like that
(8:03 PM) Arch:
LOL
(8:03 PM) ANON:
like pay us extra will die like that lor
(8:03 PM) ANON:
his pay ar
(8:03 PM) Arch:
hahahaa
(8:03 PM) Arch:
yeah
(8:04 PM) ANON:
cant even cover my meals over there lah
(8:04 PM) ANON:
transport the worst
(8:04 PM) Arch:
yeah agreed
(8:04 PM) Arch:
eh boy
(8:04 PM) Arch:
do you mind if i take the convo and put on my blog
(8:04 PM) Arch:
LOL
(8:04 PM) Arch:
i think damn funny
(8:04 PM) Arch:
but i will cencore all names
(8:04 PM) Arch:
except mine
(8:11 PM)
Arch has changed his/her personal message to "My design company boss doesnt know "who is SeymourPowell"
(8:11 PM) Arch:
eh ANON
(8:12 PM) Arch:
you got read what i asked?
(8:12 PM) ANON:
yaya
(8:12 PM) ANON:
go ahead lor
(8:12 PM) Arch:
lol ok
(8:12 PM) ANON:
lOl
(8:12 PM) Arch:
yayyy
(8:12 PM) ANON:
just a common convo
(8:12 PM) ANON:
lOl
(8:12 PM) Arch:
XD



If anyone who reads this has some kind of big disagreement with me, allow me to say this.

*No, YOU are wrong. *

Even my boss loves to bitch. So why cant i!?

XD

Sensibility

Talking a fucking pain.

Meeting is a fucking bore.

Bothering is a fucking chore.



At times like these, what can a sensibly fucked up guy like me say?




It sucks having a conscience!

HELLO THAR IT BEEN LONGLONG!!!

Hello thar. It been long, long.

Yes, this blog has been dead for a long time, except for that pathetic chatbox by the side.
Thank you to all who have bothered posting comments there!
The last important one i can remember is Li, who seems to always be there hmm.

So what possessed me to start writing again? well thanx to Li.

After talking to her i had remembered an old blog entry she wrote just for me. sweetest thing i ever read written on my existance, i think.

Well, even though its sweet, i didnt read it thoroughly, since i always felt her entries are too blocked up with text so i keep skipping stuff and just scan through the words.

Scanning through that sweet entry again led me to read my old posts in this very own blog.

And i must (shamefully) admit, i really do find my writing quite...interesting.

The emo ones i find quite interolable now, but alot of the others really brought back memories. Of the events that unfolded in the past, as well as the way i would write then down in my own way. I had forgotten all of them.



So after reading some of my older entries, i felt like why not i start again. The motivation came back. Suddenly i had a reason to blog.

I wonder if moses still reads. Maybe Benson knows.



Anyways, this is just a post to alert the WORLD of my return.

Youve been waiting long long havent you?

Sarcasm of course, just in case you dont know... =)