Sunday, August 06, 2006

Li

an old friend of mine i knew since sec 2, wrote a blog entry for me.

her name is Peili.

she wrote it on friday after we had a talk on MSN.

i asked her how her life was, and i told her how i was doing.

because.

im supposedly her diary. and i always would see how shes doing.

but then as we grew up, we lost our innocence. and with that, the carefree attitude we had about sharing our lives.





i got to noe this great girl...through mIRC, 5 yrs ago, back in the days when it still wasnt TOTALLY infested with despos.

i chatted with her by chance, and got her email and her name.

i was realli so eager to talk to her more. it was exciting to get to know the person better.

what can i say. i was a litte boy who was over excited.

when she didnt reply my emails to her, i realli got anxious...i even thought she might be avoiding me.

but i found out later that...in the end, her email as well as her identity was false.

which was why she took so long to reply me. she used the email as protection from strangers she met online.

and i was fine with that. it cleared the misunderstanding i had.

well...as time went on, i was always concerned about hey she was doing.

and so as our friendship progressed, i became her diary.

her 1 and onli diary, whom she could tell all her thoughts and feelings. her secrets and happenings.

its like...i was always around for her somehow.

but as i said...as we grew up...the world got more harsh. and our innocence faded.



i wish to place the link to the entry she wrote for me.

here it is. (the text might be tiny.)

http://whatever-is-mine.blogspot.com/2006/08/dear-diary.html





well...i just feel like. im glad i helped her along the way of her life.

and that im so honoured.

and actually, i also feel like i dont deserve such incredible words from her.

i never realli thought...anyone would see me in such a way.

im truly, honoured.

thank u Li.



ill always be ur diary. dont forget that.

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