Ponder

Ponder

am i in love again?

am i hiding this feeling?

am i scared of rejection?

am i realli confused or am i just running away?

am i simply scared things wont go the way i want?


am i a coward...?


p.s.: time will tell =)

BACK!!!

BACK!!!

dammit people...5 freakin days...of staying in perth, australia. FINALLY BACK!!! WOO HOO!!!.

now please people...dont get me wrong...i noe im lucky to go the perth and all. but dammit! the place onli has shopping and food! im a guy. i shop for say 2 day, and im DONE. 3 extra days? BOREDOM! theres no natural scenary, and everywhere its urban.

but at least theres a consolation. the girls there are freakin. hot.

i think its mainly the way they dress. they LOVE cloths which show thier figure. the cloths are like tight around thier body ya noe!!! not skin tight...but still gripping thier body. and they have the FIGURE to show for it dammit...*AHEM*...uh...i think ill stop =)

and ive bought some gifts for people...if u want'em then sms or call me dammit...im notur servant! ive bought for people like nurul, siti, ivan, ying hui, and chin fu.

note to felicia: im sorry feli but i could not find what u were looking for. SORRY!!! do NOT kill me.

p.s.: if u wanna go to aussie...DONT GO TO PERTH. GO TO MELBOURNE OR BRISBANE!

Drained

Drained

yesterday, i awoke at 8am in the morning, rather then my usual 11am. the reason was so as to do my medical checkup for my polytechnic. i went with ivan, joel and jeffrey. first, we went to tampines dbs to do have an appointment for the checkup, but apparently, the earliest date for checkup was on the 18th -.- . thus, we guys went to eastern clinic at bedok (or upper changi?) to do the checkup.

it took a faggin long time. by the time all of us were done with the waiting, and checkup, it was already say...2pm? blaaaargh. we guys chatted about what kinda gal we like...as in ya noe...which part of the body ull take note of. hehe. joel had nothing much to say...ill not disclose the rest as well =P. as for me, i said i look at the eyes and ass first hahahaha! but no matter how hot the gal is, if shes a bitch, no hotness can save her.

they then went to my house to kill time. blah blah blah. joel and jeffrey left after about an hour and later i left the house with my brother, ivan, and kenneth (my brother's friend). ivan went home, and the rest of us went to my brothers poly chalter thing.

two words: FUCKING. BORING.

my bro went back home from the chalet for awhile to bring some stuff over, so i followed. i met ivan along the way and we went back to the chalet. the chalet is nonsense i tell u. its so CRAPPY. so i left with ivan and we both wandered the whole of freakin pasir ris.

commence of wandering: 1am+

so we wandered around, talked crap, discussed on certain topics, about different kinds of people...all while trekking in the voids of the night.

time: 3am

then i got tired. so we went back to my house so i could sleep and he could take his own stuff home. so i unlocked the gates, and pushed the door open. but lo and behold! the door was BOLTED SHUT from the inside!!! and NO ONE WAS AWAKE.

so...about turn and more wandering -.-

we wandered off even farther now, till our words were slurred, our bodies slouching.
ill cut the crap. my 5am i decided to go back and wake my mom and let home.

tired man...just tired...awoke earlier today onli to barely sleep in darkness...

so now, my typing is sloppy and my eyes are burning...so i apologise if this was a crappy read. hehe.

p.s.: ivan is the THIGH MAN

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The principle of aikido is to blend in with the force or attack,
join it and continue using the other persons power along with
your own power against them. Aikido uses a system of
leverage, finger, wrist and arm locks to subdue their potential
attacker.

Students spend a great deal of time learning to fall and roll,
usually on padded mats. This is necessary as the practice of
aikido requires practitioners to be able to withstand various types
of throws, sweeps and takedowns.

Typically, after a couple of years of training, students of aikido
are able to defend themselves from various type of open handed and
weapon attacks.

Watching a skilled Aikido student can be beautiful. It seems so
effortless in their maneuvers that they are able to send their
would be attacker flying in different directions.

p.s.: just a detailed description of aikido =P

Aikido

Aikido

on the 31st of march, a thursday, i went for my first aikido lesson...

aikido, for those of u who dont noe, is a type of martial arts, based on countering movements of an opponent using his own force. it involves some footwork and coordination.

the venue was the community centre, 8pm, at the basketball court. when i reached there, mat's were already laid on the floor and a number of people, about 30, were in thier aikido 'gi' (the uniform). i, being one of the newcomers, wore my typical t-shirt and pants. i was the onli one who didnt wear something that covered my whole leg.

the feeling of being a newcomer was a little awkward at first, as i didnt noe what to do. i was told to follow the rest first, which i did. we bowed to the picture of the founder of aikido, and we did some warm up. in case u didnt noe, i had went to the gym 2 days earlier from that thursday. i was already aching as my body had not recovered, esp my abdominal muscles. but there was no excuse when doing warm up...i was totally struggling when doing the warm up, didnt even do any aikido thing yet!

by the end of just the warm up, i was sweating, and panting. i wasnt ready to go there! damn i tot...shouldnt have gone to the gym!

however, after the warm up, the newcomers were separted from the rest. there were 5 newcomers including me. the oldest being a 37 year old man, followed by me, then a sec 1 malay girl, a primary 5 malay boy, and lastly, a very young malay boy whose age i still have not found out.

one of the intructors tutored us from then on, separately from the rest.

we learned how to forward roll, backward roll, do different stances, switching between these stances, falling down safely from a fall, and how to do a basic throw by utilising the stances we had just learned.

we had to roll and roll and roll over and over to get used to it. 4 times forward then 4 times backward. being thrown by people and rolling safely away. it was realli interesting though it was very physical! the whole of my back is aching now, even my shoulders, arms and thighs. the worst of all is my abdominal muscle!! even sneezing hurts!!! dammit!

and i was a little disapoint...cos there werent ANY CHIO BU'S AT ALL!!! >_< blaaargh! onli one lone gal for the young adults class and she isnt even pretty or anything. hahaha, i sound totally despo.

anyways, my friends, im going to australia soon! going to perth to visit my sister and just relax. too bad not going to melbourne or i might c the bitch again! hahaha! ill be gone for about 5 days i think...from the 14th of april

p.s.: i wanna go back to siglap again!!! hahaha! feel the urge of seeing my juniors...wonder how they are doing.