Deprived
im feeling realllliii deprived of...
FEMALE COMPANY!!!
omg...i sound like a freakin old pervo...but i realli am feeling that way...
its like, whenever im out, i CANT STOP LOOKING AT PRETTY GALS!!! this is a baaaad sign that i do need females...now i noe how guys in boy schools feel like...
its not as if i didnt look at pretty gals before, but now i feel that i am overdoing it...like as if i just cant control my eyes! i used to be not so bothered about gals i just c, but now its like im getting more and more 'observant' (hope i didnt sound too much like a despo)
anyways, i wanna get a job...very soon...im getting tired of rotting in my current state...all i do is stay home and once in a while i go out but thats IT!
i need something to do! and whats more, i realli have to meet more people (actually, more of girls)
im quite disguested at myself...lol...am i like some psycho guy who NEEDS GALS AROUND so much? urgh...nvrm as long as i dont behave like a desperate asshole (behavior i deem as intolerable)
p.s.: yes...i am a sick ass... >_<
